The "Bad Mood" Thread

I need to poop, but I don't get home until 3pm (currently 10:15 am)

 

I feel like I'm starting to lose any motivation to carry on further. So far my life's been on "same shit, different day" basis, and everything I do, every expression on my face feels fake and sticked forcefully onto my mouth lately. It's just random overflow of bad feels, I'm pretty sure it'll come away eventually. But it will also return. It's much like lingering poison of some sort. You might feel better, but the venom is still in you.

 

If there is something you enjoy doing, don't do it for free. That's why I save mine for work whenever possible.

 

I dont poop in public restrooms.

 

I don't use our public restroom either. My store is lucky enough to have a set of private employee bathrooms.

 

Yeah well Im at school

 

Your post reminded me of this. I'm not sure if it will help, but it might bring a smile to your face.
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.ca/2013/05/depression-part-two.html

 

Boy that sucks, hope you make it.

 

Made a friend a little uncomfortable last night, literally going to spend my entire day missing him and hoping he's around when I get home from my nightshift. I spent all of yesterday excited to talk to him, and had a great night with him. And now I'm spending all day hoping he's not upset when I get home tonight. I'm very attached to that boy....

 

Eh, a story of my life... Up to the corn part. But still, my bad feels come from actual reasons, and I can't do really much to change the circumstances. Thanks, anyway. I just keep thinking too much about all of those reasons.

 

I feel like I'm going insane. Its like my thoughts want to say that my boyfriend is avoiding me. That he's online but doesn't even want to talk tome. And I gotta tell myself he's got other people who worry about him, too. I can't be selfish. And I now realise this is harder than what I initially thought. But I know I can get through it.....

 

My teeth have been hurting and sensitive for over the past year. I have to drink drinks through straws and make my food so that I don't have to chew it much. I just bought dental insurance, but I am so afraid of the dentist's power cleaning brush. It has always made my teeth hurt for 3-4 days. Imagine how much it will hurt now that I haven't been to the dentist since 2008.

I bought some remineralization gel and flouride bites/ supplements. Hopefully those will cut down the sensitivity and grow back some of the enamel like they claim and users have reported. I will not go to the dentist until my teeth stop hurting.

 

If your teeth have been hurting that long, you need to go see the dentist NOW. That's like not calling the fire department until the fire dies on it's own, or it burns your house down. You need to take care of whatever the hell issue you have before it manages to get worse. Besides, if your teeth already hurt, doing a thing that will make them hurt shouldn't scare you. You're already obviously dealing with the thing you're scared of, so you should get it all out of the way before it gets a hell of a lot worse.

 

Please do yourself a favor and go. At least do it for me. I have been asking my mom to get an appointment with my dentist and she keeps saying "But you said you didn't wanted to go" which is bullshit and half my mouth ir rotten.
Seriously, go before you repent for life.

 

Broke up with my boyfriend because he was falling in love with me and I didn't want anything that serious or long term. I feel shitty. He's been really good to me, and I hate having caused him pain, but I had to be honest about it.

 

I'll go, but I won't like it.
I will do it because I want this to stop. I want to be able to enjoy my roast pork or medium rare steak, and drink from a cup instead of a straw - except when it comes to juice boxes. I don't want to lose my teeth. I have all 32. I just hope that whatever the dentist chooses to do won't result in him pulling any of my teeth or putting disgusting metal fillings in my mouth. They don't look nice. I would prefer porcelain.

 

Does it count as a bad mood when you just don't feel anything at all?

 

Yes. Being numb or being bored to the point of bad thoughts are both bad moods.

 

Honestly, if you've been calling him your boyfriend, I don't know what you expected. If he was just a friend with benefits for you, it would have been best to let him know that from the start.