The "Bad Mood" Thread

Oooh man. I still struggled like a M.F. It's really hard, and it never really does get easy. I mean, I suppose it does when you're settled down together? It's hard for me because we are coming up on our 5 year anniversary here in November, and we still aren't together. There have been a lot of broken promises about finally being able to live with each other, but it hasn't happened yet... It's really depressing. At this point in my life, I want to be able to move on. To start my life and move to a new city and start making friends and doing things I can't because I always just want to sit on my ass on the computer and talking to him. It would be so much more simple if he was here in the USA because then I could just text him while I am out and about.

Another disappointing thing is that... I'm not really sure how to put it, but I just want to take the relationship to the next level? I really just want to get settled down and go to school. I know if I go to school though we will virtually never -EVER- talk. His schedule with nursing is so fucked up right now it's hard to balance time except for on the weekends. He has to go to bed WAY earlier than he's ever had to, and get up earlier than he's ever had to. It's just so hard... Best of luck to you though, Jazzi! If you can make it through this, you can really make it through anything.

 

Stressed as friggin' heck. Had a bunch of stuff pile up at once, like the deadline for recommendation letters being two weeks from now and one of the people doing it thinks he has until December, so I had to send out an email to make sure he doesn't think that anymore. Lots of homework. Tests coming up already. Need tutoring badly. Need to apply to more grad schools which means asking for more letters. Need to go to bed right now so I can get up early to finish calculus homework since I had to put it off to do other homework. Don't want to do anything at all. Whole semester's gonna be like this. No motivation.

 

Thats what my old supervisor said. She has a husband who was inthe military and pretty much said the same thing you said. I just have a lot of hope and i feel like i expect too much. And im trying not to worry. And sometimes i wonder if it will be worth it in the end. I gotta believe it will; we have a connectio

 

Combo breaker!

I'm wearing brown pants with an otherwise black-based dress ensemble, and I feel like a hobo.

 

this night had to be the very worst for me and the other members of the family in a long while. i... don't always like to air out my stress, but my head feels like it wants to shut down. my brother got drunk again tonight, and i had to help keep him from being destructive to himself. i just want a dog or some sort of furry creature to cuddle up to right now.. i think that's about all i'm going to say for now. i might go to bed early tonight, and maybe a shot of adult chocolate milk to calm my nerves a slight bit.

 

Okay I'm in one of those moods again. I have that feeling like the world is out to get me and all I can do is hold on and wait for it to get better.
All I want is a way out. Nothing I try or think of is good enough to fix my problems.
The main issue I am currently having is that I have been single for a almost a year now. With no end in sight.
I was raised with such a fierce sense of loyalty that living for one's own self is pointless. I find no meaning for living just for the sake of existence. To live for another or for the love one feels for another is everything that matters. At my age my parents found each other so they cannot understand my problem. To search for someone to complete you for years will take a toll on anyone.
Right now I feel so broken that I am not sure what is left of me for someone else to love.
I don'r know what to do and that is the only that can scare me 'not knowing'.

 

This breaks my heart :C
You are honestly probably the most positive person I have ever talked to. Every time I have an issue, or something bothers me, you always know just what to say to cheer me up and show me that everything is not as bad as it seems. You see the best in everyone and in every situation...I had no idea you were dealing with just big issues of your own. :c
_clings-

 

thank you vitani, last night was pretty difficult, but I'm glad we (family) got through it. Later on when I'm home from work, I'll let you know the details over skype. Thank you for being here -clings to-

 

Guilt is so fucking dumb. Sometimes I wish I could just let it go, but at the same time feel like I don't deserve too. Its...fucking dumb.

 

My pc's bitching me and hardware freezing on me. So yep, it's dying and there's no money to get another one. Maybe I won't be around here, nor facebook nor brony community so... yay, no social interactions at all.
-.-

 

Do you at least have a phone that can access wifi.

 

Nope, I hate smartphones. Me no likes pressing P and the thing writing Z.
We don't get along too well ;A;

 

Awww no I hope you survive until your PC is fixed.

 

jfgdkgh

Period is coming.
I have cramps, and am literally crying at /everything/ even if it's not sad like wtf.

 

ugh, mine is scheduled for next week, WHY NATURE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

 

Hey, they wouldn't put the pain on us females if we weren't bad ass enough to handle it, rite, rite? ;D

 

*walks around snarling, with knife clenched between teeth*
I'm ready for it!

 

Why is it women get all the bad body issues happen to them and then we get told off for complaining.

 

Because, to be fair, being on the recieving end of PMS is no walk in the park either, but I see what you mean.
I actually have never gotten told off for complaining about cramps and such. My boyfriend is really helpful with that kinda thing.

 

Yeah hormonal ups and down and carry young not to mention giving birth.
When is the seahorse gene being used on human males. It's there turn to do some of the carrying. ;D