The "Bad Mood" Thread

And here I am. Sometimes I just want to go off birth control because I won't be having sex for the next 9 months anyway. Bf won't be back from Iraq til May 2015 haha

 

Fuck, had to restart my phone twice before Skype stopped freezing. There's no way to close it once its open on this damn thing. The first time the fucker refused to turn off for thirty minutes. And then I pulled something while yawning. Ow.

 

I haven't been able to toy in a month. I live with five other people, so I don't have a chance to do proper internal cleaning, and have to wait for an extremely solid... movement. But I haven't had one in over a month no matter how hard I try to eat diets with lots of protein and fiber, and it's getting super depressing...

 

Maybe just slap a toy safe condom on it and go for it anyway ?

 

I used a tip from a porn star. When hes about to film he uses a bottle (like a 20oz soda bottle) and pushes it up to his anus and squeezes water into it. he does this a couple time to make sure everything is out. I've started doing this and it works for me.

 

Feeling 50 different kinds of fucked up right now. I just want to give up. I desperately wish I could, but I still have responsibilities that I can't abandon for the foreseeable future.

(To any kind souls who may want to respond: please don't waste your time. I just don't even feel like talking about it right now. I just need to vent somewhere.)

 

Ugh, so I think my yeast infection got worse...incoming TMI

Spoiler: RANT

So it's like, the one time I toyed with Breeder, I washed him up, left some water on. I must not have gotten rid of all the soap, because when I rubbed on the cumlube, it started foaming a bit. Rise it off some more. Thinks it's ok now. NOPE. Plus the thing is HUGE.....

Mind you this is all about 3 weeks ago, and I've had he stupid burning of the labia minora (the internal lips), my discharge has been a bit chunky, and to top it off, my clitoris is super sensitive to the point of pain. Just this morning I had to freaking rub my vagina really hard and I STILL itch!

Needless to say, I am buying medication ASAP once I get my counseling appointment done and whatnot. Hopefully it isn't bothersome as tonight I have a fitness class at the college >.> boot camp-like

 

I'm just tired of people not seeing some things. They dismiss fake rape denounces because they are only a few but is not the number what one does fear. I fear someday I could be accused by someone I know and trust, that's what is important at least to me.
I don't care about the number but the impact that would cause to me.
If it happened to me I wouldn't trust no one ever again.
Maybe I'm just an egoistical shit. -shrug-

 

Why would you be accused of rape?

 

Ummm...pretty much...as long as she never once says 'no' you have nothing to worry about? lol.
If you love and trust someone enough, you should be able to read body language enough to know if she is hesitant about it at all or not.

I do know that some girls lie about being raped...it's shitty but it does happen. However, it generally happens out of feelings of regret...and if you love and trust someone and they love and trust you, there's...nothing to really regret?

Plus, if something happens later down the line and she tries to claim that you 'raped' her when you really didn't...there will be no physical proof and there's nothing they can do about it.

 

It's just a fear of fake ones. I mean, why would I have sex in first place? It's more like a chore for me. But there's always wicked people around.
I'm not known for my "expect the best from the people around you" mind set XDDD

 

Yeah, I REALLY don't want my family to hear me doing that.

 

Condoms are expensive, and I'm poor. I have some, but I'm not wasting them on a toy, and don't think they're toy-safe anyway.

 

If someone is home I just do it while the shower is running. I wish the situation could be better for you. Such a nice little coon.

 

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This. The shower is the perfect excuse for a full fledged cleaning! ;D
Also, you can toy in the shower, clean him in there, then wrap the toy up in a towel and bring it back to your room!

 

Yeah but having a shower isn't enough time to get off in. Unless you guys have really long showers?

 

I just meant to clean yourself out. You toy after your shower.

 

But he'll be heard its kinda a boner killer when you know your folks might hear you.

 

Well the shower idea doesn't work either because I take my showers in the morning, not at night.

 

Ok now I am really angry at B.D the sales have ended and they release the toys in the exact colour I want, exact sizes and one with a suction.