What Is On Your Mind?

I'm really getting tired (no pun intended) of this weird insomnia I get after toying these days. What is up with that?

 

Maybe it's a little bit of adrenalin, like from getting your heart rate up, and possibly a bit of dopamine thrown in?
It happens to me as well, if I toy just before bed. When I do it earlier, all that happens, is I take a short nap (then again, it's more like passing out after a really good session).

 

I got my Monostat. My vagina better be happy >:[

 

Sooo happy I got my RP buddy back <3
We are doing an anarchy punk gang bang plot muahaha >D

 

Been doing RP for most of the day. Just a bit of naughty time between fursonas.

 

I don't usually rp my fursona.
I have about 30+ OCs that I use for roleplay. I eventually want to make a comic out of all of them. Mmm porn comics <3

 

I need to get back into RP, but sometimes I feel bad that I just can't find the motivation to Role-play anymore. :V It really sucks..
Maybe I'll just have to start up my own RP thread over in the forum for it. -Scratches chin-

 

Oh my god, I know those feels :C
I went through a REALLY long (years) period where I just couldn't find the motivation or drive to do it, and I felt so bad because my beloved characters were just collecting dust.

I've found my second wind it seems.

 

If I would've role-played up to this day, I would have been role-playing for about 8 years. I started out with Warriors forum role-plays! LOL. What an embarrassing thing to admit. I really need to find my second wind. I used to have a blast RPing, but anymore it just seems like a hassle.

The best feeling in the world is when your SO prioritizes school over you for pretty much everything. :V The biggest fucking annoyance known to Grimm-kind. -Rolls over and dies-

 

Aha, I started out roleplaying Neopets. Does that out lame yours?

But really tho -hugs- School is a killer, but it IS important. Especially with how freakishly expensive it is nowadays. :/
I ran out of money so I couldn't even finish my degree hnnng.

 

Huh. It used to not happen. That's kinda why it's freaking me out. On the other hand, I have sorta gone up a size or more in my toys; I used to use a Falcon Manrammer as my "go to" play toy (about the size of a medium Nox but made of very hard rubber), now I use a Stubbs in a 5 hardness. Maybe that's just too much for "routine" play.

 

Maybe it's from a fluctuation in hormones?
Toying/masturbation usually gives me insomnia, but actual sex always tuckers me out.

 

I am actually super looking forward to the gym tomorrow with my partner! Hopefully I can actually wake up for it x3 I should mention that it's not that she is going in early, it's that I am a lazy bump on a log and sleep in late.

 

when you get a new router make sure you can find the setup disk for your wireless printer, it'll make getting it set up to the new network much easier

P.S. ice cream with smashed butterfinger bar on top. I have like 5 pounds of cheap halloween candy a month early. this'll be good

 

You know, Vahaala and I have a Sci-fi RP going over in the Rp forum, you are all welcome to join in at any time, we're crewmen on a huge starship and our empire is on the verge of all-out war. You can join in as whatever or whomever you like, and keep adding to it. Soulaire is with us too but less frequently. I'd love it if more friends joined ^^

I'm talking to you especially @Vitani , @Grimmyr , @Hybrid88

If any of you are looking for somebody interested in RPs, check with me, I might be a good fit ^^

 

most RPs I do with my boyfriend end up just going into weird kinky fetish sex and usually tentacles

 

My replies are mostly short and to the point. I've always been bad at writing.
Writing a paragraph or so is difficult for me.

 

So today I turn 23. That's neat I suppose.
I won't have a celebration of any kind, I haven't had one since my childhood. I don't enjoy being the center of attention and I fail to see why a birthday is something that calls for celebration. I rarely speak of it to anyone and I don't draw attention to it in any way. I just go about my day as if it's any other.

 

WARNING: Rant and drunken observation.....
First off, some mother fucking ass hole stole the seat from my locked up bicycle!!!!!! Not only that, but the tube that it is attached too as well!
This evening, I went to a gay bar, to sample their atmosphere and drinks. I used a cable on my bike, and locked it up at the bus stop, since I only need to walk about a block to get to my destination. The bar had a nice comfortable atmosphere of a clean garage (thus it's name 'The Garage'). The drinks were not at all weak, even though the special was: All you can drink well drinks for $10, 9pm-12am. there was a nice sized crowd, but most were in small paired up groups. I had a good time and got pretty wasted (5, maybe 6 drinks, plus two 'Fireball shots).
I locked up my bike at the bus stop. just about a mile from home. And when I got back, the bike was still there, all locked up as I left it, only the new seat and mounting tube was gone (including the reflector) I was in great spirits, till I found this out. Hell, I was willing to go home with anyone with a hard dick and a promise of sex and cum!
That is until a found this waiting for me..... Who the hell takes the seat from someones bike????????
"May the fleas of a thousand camels,! infest their ear drumbs"

 

Man, I have so much motivation to do non-school stuff during school hours and it is completely gone by the time I get home! What the actual hell, brain?