The "Bad Mood" Thread

Oh, they put out good product right after a sale? Surprise surprise...

 

Experiencing some period cramps and today's calculus test didn't go that well. Worked my ass off trying to prepare for that thing, then dumb small differences we hadn't seen in any class examples messed me up. Why do teachers do that? At least I can work on sewing my costume now instead of studying.

 

Yep all those lovely infinity stars everyone was after are all showing up now.

 

And like always I end up being yelled at. This time because I forgot to close a wardrobe I was asked to open to retrieve a instruction manual from a box. Then yelled because my mother said "I haven't been to the beach in this whole vacation", when it's not my faul she went to london for 3000€ even though I said she wouldn't like it. Pro tip: she didn't like it.
Also she could have been swimming at the beach plenty of times if she weren't sleeping or watching realities.
Someone just kill me.

 

I didn't pass the practical part of my exams. 3% is what I lacked. I'll have to re-take it in January, which means learning language of the Satan himself - JavaScript -.-

 

Is java as bad as C and C++ language?

 

Hm, I had no experience with coding itself in those languages, but they seem similiar from what I've seen. Also, it's so weird - it doesn't work, remove a dot. Still doesn't work. Add the dot back again. It works. Also, to clarify - I'm talking about the web variant of Java, not the stationary one like used in Minecraft for example.

 

Oh lol cause I remember coding in various languages sucks.

 

Had to badger my teacher for 15 minutes before he agreed to change my grade. But I DID get it changed to what it should be, so yay.

 

Everything I eat either comes back up as vomit, or comes out in the form of diarrhea. ;_;
And then I'm just left with a very annoying and gnawing hunger feeling ><

 

*Cuddles* Did you get food poisoning?

 

No, though I'm pretty thankful for that. I've had food poisoning once before...that was probably the most miserable time of my life. x.X

I think my sick stomach is more due to the medications and IV they gave me. As well as my nausea issues on top of that.

 

Awww *hugs* yeah most medication makes me feel sick so I know the feeling. Hopefully your not on it for to long though.

 

That awesome feeling you get when your friend keeps telling you she's busy when you ask to hang out, but then keeps making plans to hang out with all your other friends.

 

there are few things more irritating than having groups of people asking for your academic help, then they never show up to any of the study sessions that you give up your free time to arrange

 

I suppose this post goes here.

Just thought of something 'funny': a risk factor for suicide is that a person feels like a burden to their family/friends/whomever. Yet various reports and publications state that people who are suicidal/depressed/suffer from addiction burden communities because of health care costs, loss of work days, etc.

Well when you (society, that is) decide if I should feel like a burden or not, please let me know. I am confused.

 

Just a joke I heard, and should NOT be taken as advice, but....

The more suiciders, the less suiciders.

 

You definitely don't feel like a burden to us. Don't ever let yourself think like that.

 

I thought I was slowly doing better, but I feel so incredibly stressed at the moment! My girlfriend has the flu, and will decide tomorrow if she wants to go to a housewarming partner of friends of ours. I really wanted to go together with her, but when she semi-cancelled, it gave me so much peace of mind! And now she's leaning more towards going again, and I am not. She'll go by herself, she doesn't mind, and I can of course cancel by myself, but meh, I would like to be there with her (it's the first time she'll present as a woman to most of our friends, she is a recently out of the closet transwoman).

And my house is such a mess. I haven't done the dishes properly in 3 weeks. My dinner table has been unusuable for 2. My hallway is clogged with stuff that should go to the trash or the shed (two flights of stairs down). My chinchilla's cage needs cleaning. I need to vacuum, to clean the bathroom, to finish the Ikea closet, to put the stuff in the aforementioned closet, hang curtains in 2 rooms and shelves j n another. And I barely have the energy to feed and dress myself.

*hides under her blanket* can someone join me and give me hugs and tell me that all shall be fine?

 

Honey I think you need a little old trip to the doctors because it seems you are showing the first signs of depression.