The "Bad Mood" Thread

I'm already on meds for that (I have a so-called light chronic depression) and talk to a therapist regularly. Thank you for your suggestion though, when i typed it out, it seemed worse than it was before. I shows I'm really not doing well.

 

Are you not due for a review on your meds?

 

Honestly, the best thing you can do is set aside an entire day where you put on your iPod and just get all that shit taken care of. Yeah, it's going to be no fun, but you're going to get SUCH a huge boost from living in a clean space again!

And why not tell her how you feel about the situation if it's bothering you so much?

 

Master said something similar a few weeks ago. Then again, there's lots of stuff going on in my life, so it's also situational? Taking more meds to deal with that feels wrong somehow.

She knows, we talked about it yesterday.

Things feel better after a good night of sleep though. It's really the human version of turning it off and on again. I'm going to try to fix the things today that botter me most about my place at the moment, and decided that I won't go to the party, except when i suddenly feel like that i really want to go. And next week Tuesday I have a day off work that i was planning to dedicate to housework as well. Yay, plan, hurray!

 

@YogSothoth I know being stuck on the meds suck. I am constantly reminded of it when I just get a little snappy and want to be left alone. The first comment that comes our of my folks mouths are "Have you had your tablet today?" It's rather infuriating but if this tablets make me cope with my current environment until I find somewhere better then I'll take them.
Maybe just a little increase will perk you up a bit?

 

I notice I am doing a lot better today, but I'll keep it in the back of my mind

 

So...my sister and my boyfriends brother have been hanging out a lot.

And I'm not sure how I feel about this?
If she ends up dating him...I don't think I'll be able to stay with my bf, it's just too freakin' weird and makes me uncomfortable :C

but I really love my boyfriend....ugh.

 

I love you Vitani, but i'm gonna say this is as if I were your sister. To give up a relationship for any reason outside of itself is completely foolish. Finding someone who completes you as a human being is rare, and to believe that you can just pick that up anywhere at anytime is arrogant. People search their whole lives for a kindred spirit and often never find them, so just grin and bear it. Their ships might eventually pass, but even if they don't, I would hope that you could love your bf enough to not let it end things between you.
Besides, bootleg science says at least on a genetic level that you and your bf are compatible if your sister and his brother dig each other.

p.s. I'm sorry if anything I said stung, I have the utmost respect for you and just want to be sure you're okay

 

No Misskin...you are right :C
it's very selfish of me to end it because of something like this...I'm just finding it really hard to cope with and feel okay about. :S
it's a very conflicting feeling I've never encountered before.

I think irrationally about the future though...what if I have to share the same in laws as my sister? That seems unbearably weird to me. I feel like I can't have anything in life without my sister down my neck. We have the same friends and moved out in the same house together too.

 

oo gurl I know them sister woes, I have 3 and its hard to live independently of them.
I'm not sure how close you and your sister are but whether she knows it or not she probably takes a lot of comfort with having you so interwoven into her life. I don't mean this to say that you should swallow your feelings and magically be okay with that idea, rather I'm just giving you an offhand reason for her involvement.

 

I just want to clarify: I am not mad at her, nor do I blame her in any way for this. You can't always control your feelings and who you love. I'm sure she's not just doing this to upset me.

It's just a hard notion to swallow for me...but at the same time, she has said she views him more like a brother (we have the same friends, so it's not like this is their first time hanging out or anything) and he used to date her ex friend. So maybe nothing will happen at all and I'm just getting ahead of myself.

I just feel really, really bad about myself for getting anxious and letting this bother me so much :c

 

I can totally understand your issues with this, Vitani. If my sister and I were to have the same in-laws it would be 100% freaky (good thing Kranix is an only child).
Maybe talking to your sister about how it would bother you, and see what she says? I don't know how serious she is about dating your boyfriend's brother, she might only be looking for something like a fling or casual, whereas you're more serious. If you don't want to talk to her about it, I would say give it time. You can end a serious relationship because your sister might get with his brother. I would try not to worry about it and see what happens. Although I know that can be totally difficult.

 

I fully understand where Vitani is coming from because it's like everyone one already knows everyone and if you want to get down to business round your boyfriends and you turn and find your sis there with her boyfriend just chilling out. It's kinda ruins the whole bonding with your partner time in both parties present as well as a boner killer for the pair that wanted to get down and nooky. Cause neither wants to be around each other when they have their men over. But if their men are both siblings to one another free time at eithers place is going to be tricky.

 

Sounds like I really dodged a bullet with these family dramas

 

Thanks you guys for understanding my point of view.

My sister does know how I feel about it.
I old my mother when she asked me why I was so stressed out, and she basically told me I'm wrong and that I should get over it :/

 

Remember day. When me and my mother were setting the curtain she said in a joke like fashion: Don't you dare thinking that I bought you a bigger bed to lay with girls.
So I laughed and said that I didn't know any girls and that anyway I wasn't interested at all on sex.
The problem comes here. Momma: What is it? Are you on the Lane?
Maybe I need some anger management classes but in that instant a ridiculously huge amount of reptilian rage ran through my body.
She knows that I don't like sex and I find it like an effort and she pulls out that "joke", which btw didn't have that joke tone.
Seriously I'd love to crush her skull against a traffic light, from a plane at 1 gazillion feet from the ground -_-

 

'On the lane' ??

 

Being gay. At least I have heard it that way on a more ammm common way. -shrug- People talk weird XD

 

OH lol, I'm sorry I've never heard that before o.o

I don't know if bashing your mother;s skull is a good reaction to that lol.
Her comment may have been a little ignorant, but being partly asexual, or not interested in sex is a hard thing for some people to wrap their heads around. Me and my bf had a whole discussion debate on this. He was saying if anyone is able to have an orgasm, even by themselves (masturbation) then they are not asexual.
My argument was, yes of course they still are, because they feel uncomfortable with the idea of sex with other people, and asexual refers to self.

 

It's more like feeling insulted at an intelligence level. If I were gay why would I have had 7 girlfriends? I mean, a person like me who doesn't give a fuck about what people say about him. If I were gay I'd totally come out before even being in XDDD
But insulting my intelligence like that, it's a no-no.