What Is On Your Mind?

You know, I still have to remind myself that we live in a society where the phrases "her penis" and "his vagina" are considered absolutely fucking bonkers, and you must be crazy to use them seriously.

 

Guilty of this.

I'm sorry But to me, whatever parts you currently have, is what sex you are, and what I will refer to you as.

NOT because I'm insensitive, but because I can hardly remember someone's fucking name, let alone what gender who identifies as what (especially pre op), because it gets pretty fucking ridiculous sometimes.

 

I would say that it's only ridiculous when people start doing it deliberately to be difficult. I would much rather take the responsibility upon myself to remember or correct myself if it grants the other person more comfort. I know I get seriously fed up when I get referred to as anything male, especially when I'm trying to present as feminine.

 

Wow, an ex friend made up a band and they sound terrible. He made a song with literally with 2 chords and a tapping solo even though it is a punk band.
Just to think that I thaught him all I know about music, scales, composition, harmony, to end up like that... Wow, life is even more sad that I thought.

 

Oh, of course tif they are actively presenting themselves as the other gender, and politely correct me, that's fine.

I'm talking about making a mistake and then people jump down my throat, OR if I don't know you personally.

With my friends, I generally know them well enough to use the correct pronouns.

 

That's why it's fucking delightful to write fiction that goes that way. I love watching my audience's mind wibble.

 

No, I'm specifically referring the phrases in general.

 

Got another free movie, I think that's a total of 6 this weekend of movies I've watched? I'm tapping out after this one. Mostly cause I've run out of movies I want to watch at the Redbox

 

So, fuck I go to O'Riely's to get glue for my rearview mirror only to learn right when I'm there a guy calls looking for the dude helping me. The caller? My ex from high school, who I was really in love with until he hurt me many times over.
But before he did that, he was crazy about me, too. So good memories flooded back, and I sent a message to him for some reason. It's like, deep down, I still care and when I hear good news about him I have a happy feeling. Ugh, I just need to get it out....I need to fucking cry and shit. I hate myself.

 

It feels SO GOOD to be home and be able to use a computer instead of a phone to do stuff.

 

I know. Ill be home in about 20 minutes. Gonna play some minecraft.

 

I was away for a week working 12 hour days, so this is extra nice. Shower time!

 

finished my balanced climate model homework, so many constants and variables bought an old Craftsman bandsaw at a yard sale that's still in pretty good condition. part of the blade guide is all chewed up since the person who used it couldn't figure out the blade wasn't put in correctly but it won't affect how it runs. nowhere in town had the right size of blades I need so I had to order off amazon. if anyone saw my purchase history it would be a buttplug and sawblades and they'd think I'm really weird XD

 

Sawblades and buttplugs? That sounds like a really kinky version of Saw.

"If you can't fit this plug in your ass before the timer runs out... bad things... will happen..."

 

No no no, in the kinky version of saw the plugs ARE the bad things. Like, a plug that is inside you, but expands every second if you are unable to complete the task, eventually leaving you stretched beyond your limits.

 

D:

 

There's some intern at amazon tasked with manually figuring out what ads to show you sitting there going "What the fuck? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???"

 

THis reminded me of @Exeter because similarites

 

I just don't even.

 

xP I think I watched too many movies this weekend, but how could I not when they kept giving me a free one with everyone one I got?