What Is On Your Mind?

I cannot wait for this game to come out. it's like if resident evil 4 and silent hill had a bastard demon child and crammed it into a next gen console. this is what resident evil 5 and 6 should have been like, not the shit they released, same goes for dead space 3

dare you to watch it before bed

 

Oh! He's like glistening ivory. Very pretty!

Good luck with the hunt!

 

Hmm. Master and I decided to ditch the rules he gave me. Which I agree with. We did this for 6 months, and it had not the effect we hoped for. I am still burned out, it only just took longer. It's a change, but it's fine. Would still like hugs now though..

 

I don't wanna be awake.... Last night was awful in ways I don't want to describe.

 

Can we do anything for you?

 

Find a way for me to get more sleep and maybe skip work? xP

 

Sitting in the jury auditorium waiting to be called.

I've been summoned three times before but never selected, and I really don't want to be.

 

Oh great, the day got worse. Can't wait to see what horrors actually going to work will bring.

 

I got a headache from binging more Attack on Titan. Unfortunatly, I didn't get much sleep last night either....I kept dreaming my boyfriend messaged me, and a lot of it was really sweet stuff, but of course, he didn't. I just really miss him now, and wish that argument never happened. Maybe he would have messaged me. But I'm not sure if he is purposely not messaging me, or if he is just really busy and gets really tired. I dunno.

 

So I just started watching Rick and Morty. It's crazy as hell and I love it.

 

He's probably very busy.

When you're deployed, you don't get to make a lot of personal calls.

 

People tell me that. Heck, even an old friend of mine who's currently overseas and comes back in a few weeks says sometimes you don't get to talk to people for a long ass time, yet I can see him online and him bip-boping around on Facebook. It's frustrating and a little bit irritating. Sure, I can't be selfish and I have to be patient and not overthink or worry, but that's kinda hard to do.

 

I have the same issue, but for different reasoning. I value my self worth relatively low and think of myself as a burden, so I used to not even initiate conversations with people regardless of how badly I might have wanted to. It's something I've worked on to get past, but even now when it still happens I'll have moments where I'll question if maybe I did something wrong or caused them to want to ignore me when in reality they're just super busy.

 

got to go by the most useless building on campus, the advising center. every semester they have this annoying there where you need to talk to an advisor before you can be allowed to sign up for classes for the next semester. I'm no longer an engineering student but they've already sent all my records and stuff to the engineering advising department so I need to get them to move it back to the general advising department before I can even make an appointment to see an adviser where they'll do absolutely nothing and barely answer any questions you have. seriously, college isn't worth all the stress and bureaucratic bullshit

 

*Le me, sitting outside the courtroom.*

Please don't pick me, please don't pick me, please don't pick me...

 

....fuck.

 

;A; The friend I'm traveling to Japan with and I invested 63$ in a casino player and he made 505. But they got wild and went partying spending all that money. Me cries hard, so hard....

 

You were picked? Ahhh, men! Good luck then!

I'm off to bed, dear people, be good while I'm gone, kay?

 

Long. Ass. Weekend.

 

Contacted the animal sanctuary today, and the lady told me to submit an application. She said she will set me up for a 1st interview, and if it turns out to be the job for me I will be set up for a second interview to meet the animals and see the facility. I am very excited, but very nervous for the interview.