The "Bad Mood" Thread

Aw, that sucks. Its hard, I know.

 

Terrible gasses, went to the bathroom and didn't evacuate. Tried to lay down to ease the pain but it went stronger and almost fainted. had to call my mom and ended up in the bathroom's floor puking my life off. When I got to get up again, diahrrea strikes.
Why does this world hates me?

 

my sewing machine must hate me...
"you want to go to sew another piece together after finally getting good tread tension? NOPE!"
"you finally got it back again? haha let me change the needed tension in the middle of stitching!"
"turning the wing then stitching details? im gonna need you to fix thread tension again!"

i have a love/hate relationship with this thing. its a little plastic machine that i got when i was little but its m only machine and i have sewn several plush on this thing. but i REALLY could use a real machine.
or just a machine that didnt play jump rope with thread tension.

 

Just got through reading a bunch of messageboards and watching some clips of video games I won't name. Creepy as hell to see the attitude some people have towards women, and don't even see that there's anything amiss here. Think I'll go back to playing Mass Effect by myself, thank you very much.

 

YUCK
dA changed their navigation bar... yuckyuckyuck. it looks too bright and childish.

 

dA? What's that?

 

deviantArt

 

Ah, I get it now. *checks it out* Meh.

 

I knew that this was the likely outcome, albeit not with their breakup - second chance bit, and at least now I know. I was super pissed last night though, I went for a drive to keep myself from lashing out at her and when I got back that's the first thing I did and I felt like shit for the rest of the night and all of this morning because of it, I thought I had thrown everything between us over the last 8 going on 9 years away because of my inability to control my anger, but we talked and smoothed things over and I'm already over not being able to date her. My feelings for her are obviously going to take a lot longer to get over but. like I said in my last post, I need her in my life and I'm so happy she doesn't hate me for all of this. We're actually talking about my trip up next month and how we might go up to NYC for a couple days since one of my friends birthday is going to be around that point in time and he lives on Long Island, and she's blissfully excited.

 

Well, you're a damn measure more accommodating than I am, I'll give you that.

 

Little sad i won't be able to make it to Frozen on Ice this week with my friend but im okay with it. Things didn't fall into place and things happen. But I'll be able to visit her in 2 weeks if things don't go to hell in a handbasket there. So here's hoping.

 

for you dA users that don't like the new navbar, i found this. thought i would share. its not completely back to the old bar but its better.
http://fav.me/d80h7qf

 

aaaannddd my shoulder is fucked up. can't move it much and last night i woke up screaming in pain.

thank god i have a doctors appointment tomorrow. my list of things is just adding up to consult about.

bright side: i took some meds and they're gonna knock me right out

bad news: gonna get my ass kicked for missing class again but im bringing in a thingy saying i was seen friday for this shit so they can stuff it.

time to go pass out for a few hours

 

Really kinda bummed because the bf made a general announcement that he needed space and to not take it personally if he pushes people away. He says he's not in control of his life and needs to make decisicions on achieving certain goals. And that means leaving people and keeping people. And I'm sad, because I wonder if he comes to the conclusion I may not help him achieve goals in his life. And we really haven't had time in person together as a couple. So it's like we did t even have a chance to see what could happen. And I hope he gives it more of a chance. The only thing I can do is lend my support and try to do better for him and continue to show I care. And hope he sees that. And also prepare for the possibility of not continuing on this deployment journey with him.....

 

Hang in there Jazzi.
What will be, will be. <3

 

Okay, I've seriously fucking had it with my mom.
I don't even fucking live with the bitch anymore, and she STILL makes my life a living hell.

She doesn't work. She doesn't clean, she doesn't cook.
I work 2 jobs, pay my own bills, and deal with lots of GI issues.
yet, all she does is conatantly complain about how hard her life is...boohoo, she sits on fucking facebook all day and goes out with her friends. She ALWAYS has money for alcohol, never for anything else, and she whines about it /constantly/.

Literally...they just went on a 2 week long trip to Vegas, AND THEN not even a full month later, goes on a week long trip for her anniversary. Yet she constantly HARASSES me AT MY OWN HOUSE, AT MY OWN DOOR because she 'desperately needs money'

Bitch, get a fucking job, stop going out all the fucking time and take some goddamn responsibility for yourself.

The worst part is...I have no problem lending her money. It's the WAY she demands it from me.
Like today...I JUST picked up my check from work today. My boyfriend was really sick so I came home to take care of him and didn't get around to cashing it.
She fucking DEMANDS that I let her borrow some money, and when I told her I can give it to her tomorrow when I cash my check, she goes on to tell me how much I'm a failure at life, and how I can't do anything right, and how am I supposed to ever 'make it on my own in the real world'

Look in a fucking mirror you stupid cunt.

 

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but it doesn't stop after they die.

 

I swear to fucking god, if this continues I'm getting a goddamn restraining order against her and cutting her from my life completely.
Me and my BF have already talked about moving out of state. I can change my number, block her from my fb and pretend she never fucking existed.
She's rude to me like this at every turn, not just about money. I'm sick of her selfishness, I thought it would be better when I moved out (Yaknow, how some people get along with parents better once they dont share the same roof) but no, she's just more obnoxious than ever before.

 

You totally should. Ya know, the blood of the covenant...

 

Type all this up for her and tape an envelope labeled "MOM" to the front door. When she shows up, sneak out the back door while she's distracted.