What Is On Your Mind?

I carved a pumpkin today :3

 

You and me both, man. It's my birthday in 2 days and I'm already feeling like poop. Last year I was severely sick on my birthday, and this year at this moment I am just getting over a bad cold. As of right now, I feel extremely depressed and just... Generally blah because I hate how I look so much. It just seems like no matter what I do, I lack the motivation and means to actually do something. For 2 weeks I was running, but it didn't do anything. I cut back on how much I ate and drank about 3 full 32 ounce bottles of water every day. All of that and I gained 2-3 pounds and I am so sick of it.

Like... I don't even get what I should be doing anymore. n_n I hate this so much. I would rather be blessed with the ability to not put on weight than the ability to just grab and cling to any ounce I ever put on.

Also @DameKathryn that pumpkin is super cute!!

 

With all the talk of diets, I have to mention that I'm now down to 139 pounds! (Was 157 on June 1st, 145 on September 24th. The most recent bit probably isn't the best kind of loss, because I was sick, but overall Im very happy with my progress!

 

What's on my mind? Why it's so hard for sites to fix their package tracking? I have a few things out there floating around that I ordered.
One decided not to have tracking.
The other one says it's out for delivery on it's way to it's pickup location. On a Sunday. In Texas. I don't live in Texas! Do they know the difference between "in transit" and "out for delivery"? They must, they have it listed as one of the damn steps!

Sigh. I'm just PMSing today. Every little thing is pissing me off.

 

1) Did you get permission before outing someone like that?
2) IS ALL THIS YELLING REALLY NECESSARY?

Just checkin'. I have this thing about consent, y'know.

 

I was in a car wreck today I got a ticket.

 

If you have cardboard, a soup can, oil or wax, and a #10 can you can make a hobo stove. That way you can cook food.

 

I'm rolling the dice. Can I get my Runescape account from nearly a year ago back? I've been paying for it and not even playing. No idea what email I used for it or the password. But I did send them my billing address, the name I want, and when I started to pay. I should be good but if not that means I will eternally have to pay 8 bucks a month for something I can't even play.

CAN I RECOVER MY ACCOUNT? WILL I STOP THROWING MONEY DOWN THE DRAIN? IS JAGEX SUPPORT WORTH A SHIT?

FIND OUT NEXT TIME ON ACCOUNT SAVING Z!!!!

 

Been gone for nine days, but I'm back! So much business over the past two trips (one to Vancouver and then 6 hours after I got home I left for a field methods trip.) So tired, and amazingly happy to be back to my own bed and to have internet.

 

welcome back m'dear <3

 

Yes, he told me lol and he also outed himself in his introduction thread before I said anything
I CAN'T HELP IT I'M EXCITING.

 

Hope the ticket was the worst part of that experience.

 

@Willow I have had a few glitches with tracking to. When I ordereed my MLP tshirts the tracking ID they sent me at first said my package had been delivered to somewhere in Texas. But then it fixed itself a few days later. There is another parcel I am waiting for that is sitting in a Texan sorting facility. I want my stuffs.

 

WILL I GET MY STUFF BACK? HAVE I JUST BEEN A COMPLETE IDIOT? WHY AM I ASKING SO MANY QUESTIONS?

FIND OUT ON THE THRILLING CONCLUSION OF ACCOUNT SAVING Z!!!!!

I fixed my issue... I'm a dumbass... So the email I used for my runescape is gmail and I decide to have it be [address]+rune@gmail.com and I completely fucking forgot that I had done that. So yeah I got my stuff back and will probably waste the time of some poor schmuck that has to read that stuff.

Also once I logged in this one guy asked me if I was 'an ironman' I have no clue what that is and told him I hadn't played in like 7 months. So what does this guy do? He gave me a Mithril full helm, Mithril Chestplate, Mithril square sheild, and a Mithril dual axe thing, FOR FREEEEEEEE! I FUCKING LOVE PEOPLE!!!!

 

I played a few weeks back, I figured my laptop is a little stronger than the old one, my internet is better, who knows what the game looks like now? I wasn't exactly impressed. It had been over two years since I'd logged in. The last time was for the same reason, just to see how things had changed. I was in some new town in the free world I didn't know about. A few days after that boyfriend #2 and I got to talking about the game and I sort of wanted to get into it with him and start over :3 I couldn't convince him to recommit that much of his life to it though

 

yay! finished my plague doctor mask for halloween. been working on that thing for almost 3 years now, and by "working on it for 3 years" I mean "waited 3 years to get better tools so I could drill and attach the lenses" I still have a costume gas mask to do too which should look pretty cool when finished. it's interesting how just a simple tilt of the head can make you go from "in my medical opinion I believe you need to be skinned" to "lawl, I'm a curious burd!"

and no, ya'll not gonna see my face unless we ever run into each other somewhere

 

Lol. How would we even know its you if we did bump into each other

 

but that's the mystery... waves hands and backs out of room making spooky noises* lol, I don't know, if there was ever an actual forum member meetup thing within reasonable distance I'd go to it. eventually I do want to go to a few furry cons and be less of an introvert but that requires money, which is really hard to come by, especially while in college lol would be cool to do a member meetup camping trip to the grand canyon or something sometime (especially considering it would only take an hour for me to drive there)

 

I would like to go to the Grand Canyon again, and a meet up would be great.
Plus it's a great place to paint too!

 

Good morning <3