What Is On Your Mind?

Wait til you get a job. So you don't get a break. Ever.

Oh, and it looks like the snow is starting. Great...

 

I already have a job, just not career-based. So I know that kind of "no break".
School is pretty much the same though

 

I actually had a dream last night for the first time in a very long time. Too bad I dreamed that I slept in until 10:30am. D:

 

Oh great. xP

 

I've had that dream... Wasn't fun when I woke up and it was 8am

 

I felt legitimate anxiety since I start work at 7 each morning. Lol

 

This reminds me... Last night I woke up at 1:30 AM, and could hear some sort of machinery outside my window. 1:30 AM is an odd time to be running machinery (it was probably a snow plow)… this made me think I had slept in till 1:30 PM and I had a moment of panic.

 

Woooooooooo house cleaning spreeeeeeeee!!!!

 

(Explanation of my profile post.) Something snapped today in me during my usual travel to work... I've decided to fight for better tomorrow. (It sounds like a quote from a cheesy movie lol) I mean, everything is overwhelming me in a long run... But I also kinda realized if it's not me who will fight the obstacles in life, then who? I need to gather myself up, and start actually doing something towards fixing it. Even if it would be the smallest steps. I can't just sit here, cry about how lonely I am or how cold is in my home or anything and wait for a miracle.
And somehow I still believe that I will succeed.

 

I haven't slept for three days.

That would be far too long.

 

Cleaning spree complete....wow my apartment actually looks nice now
Now only to do dishes and attempt some school work....bluh I'm tired

 

Yay! Got off work early today, and now In grabbing lunch from one of my favourite restaurants

 

All my cries. Couldn't get the whole haircut. Lacked lenght, so I had no weight at all to do all the layering ;A;

 

As far as managing my Skyrim mods I figures out my Schlongs weren't set up proper. Now I just need NudeCreatures to work have have to text SexLab Defeat with the creatures.

 

Woohoo

 

Ended up half this, half Beatle/Ramones. I'll have to wait for my back side to grow.
Still better than axe-ing in the middle.

 

PENGUINSSSSSSSZ

Watching this movie :3

 

Anyone else jumping on the 4 day weekend train? CHOO CHOO!!

 

So, since last Wednesday I've been having some throat irritation issues that at first I just thought were because I went from being in Florida, where it's still hitting 80 fucking degrees almost every day, to North Carolina, where it dropped to 11 degrees three nights in a row, and it was just a cold and I'd get over it, except it got progressively worse until I got back down here yesterday, where I was unable to even breathe through my mouth without incredibly discomfort. Went to see our family physician today and as soon as she looked at my throat she went "god damn those tonsils are huge, you need to have them removed." Did a swab test for strep, which came back positive, gave me antibiotics and prednisone and again told me to look into having my tonsils removed. Woo. ._.

 

Soooooo done with long hours. At least long hours generally equate to a decent cheque on payday.