The "Bad Mood" Thread

aah. but at least you can be fussier.

at least chips arent hard to fix.

 

I once had a crown placed on a tooth which fell out by the time we got to our car.

 

dental stuff seems not to be our forte. XD

 

I'm just cursed with bad teeth and bad dentists. My smile will always be ugly. Doesn't stop me though ^^

 

It looks like a chip but I am not sure because it's on the back side of a molar. Just can't stop poking it though.

 

The closer it is to New Year's Eve party, the more I'm scared of being the center of attention - and not in the good meaning. Usually the more people there are, the more I'm stressed, and make stupid things that make everybody laugh in embarassment. :c And still being unsuccessful in finding a SO only adds another layer of stress, which I've had enough during Christmas. There will be some single people there, but I have a strange feeling that I'll remain single after the party.

And my father is getting fired in April so even more tough times are incoming. Like the life thus far wasn't hard enough.

 

I seriously cannot understand the whole being single thing is a bad thing? I see relationships as a friendship that has just extended to sex and living at your place.
But I guess that is just me.

@vahaala is your father being fired or being made redundant? They are completely different. One means totally nothing when you leave and the other one has a years pay attached to it when you leave.
My dad went through the same thing and we did ok.

 

Well I think it's... Relationship for me is having a person very close to you. Not just living together, not just having sex. It's something like a very close friendship, just even closer. Maybe my wiev will change in the future, but for now - I've lacked a person IRL that I could trust. Even my friends with whose I hang out since primary school aren't feeling that close. I'm simply missing out on love, and all the things that come with it - cuddles, hugs, kisses, name it.

And my father is on the 3-month period now (I'm not sure how it's called, it's the period where you still work and recieve money but after it passes you aren't working anymore), which probably means he simply got fired. Official reason is "he didn't fit his time schedule for assigned jobs" but it's much more complicated. For example, he had to fix things that others made poorly and because of that he was behind with his own tasks. And it was going for a long time, apparently they just needed a reason to kick him out.

 

Aww *hugs* yeah it's hard when you feel lonely and there is no one around. Believe me I know. But there is sadly no one that truely cares how another feels so you'll just end up hiding your true self just so a said person will like you. It's a sad realisation I found out the hard way. Hopefully your life will be different though.
As for your father sounds like a douche company that yet again wants to get the older members off there system because they cost to much and employ cheaper labour that don't do the job properly.

 

The best that I can say is have your mind put relationships on the backburner. Make friends, take time to pick carefully through. One can meet people in many ways; I have by just comments online that we continued to talk, or meeting in a store or something over something of mutual interest. Don't concentrate on looking for love; let it develop on its own.

... I'll be quiet now.

 

I totally agree with @Icestar love can wait as you can't really force love to appear it just happens.
As for friends see if you can from this forum that you know you'll get along with. Or even try on other places you tend to interact on. I found a couple of people I have met and interacted with outside the forums that are now good friends.

Give it a try it can't hurt.

 

My financial situation is becoming quite strenuous.
It's looking like I'll have to take up another job just to make rent...fuck

 

Whats been happening honey?

 

@SnowLycan @Icestar I know, and I appreciate all the advice you give me. It's just hard to patiently wait... for 21 years. For your whole life. And talking it out aloud simply helps to keep it off mind. But thanks, anyways.

And sadly the closest person from this forums would be somewhere in Germany, I think. Or Norway. But I'm counting on more meets from the polish furries group - maybe this will give a result of some kind. So far I've been on one, and I liked it.

 

Rent and bills are too damn high and my refund checks are just not enough to live off of comfortably. My mother want's to help but she's just as broke as I am, and my father apparently won't give me money unless I see him, which I refuse to do because if I do I will strangle that man.
He's punishing me because I won't see him, thus he won't help me financially.

 

Oh that sucks sweetie. But you stand your ground with your dad. If he has done something unforgivable then no about of bribery will make it go away.

 

This is true, but he will never understand what he did wrong, because he believes he hasn't done anything wrong.

 

hey, its a start. and waiting is tough but when you finally get there, you might look back at the years but itll seem like time flew by, even though every day ground on.

 

I fucking have hated this past month. Not only is the connection, dynamic, whatever between me and my guy friend nearly destroyed (which is where most of my stress is at), I fucking fail two classes, and just got yelled at today by a guest who, in fact, was breaking one of our safety rules. Trying to tell him he couldn't do it, he accuses me of yelling at him. Like, seriously dude. We are near a 3 foot junglegym for kids, with air guns. Do you want me to fucking whisper?

As far as my guy friend, I think it's fucking amusing he is dating a chick who is unattractive (to me at least), and has a similar sounding first name. HOW OBVIOUS DO YOU GET? Tells me he hates how we are, and says he's sorry. LIKE IF YOU WERE SORRY, if anything, you would have fucking made the move on me. I was getting over that guy in the army! If we had been able to hang out that week I had off for finals, and made a fucking move, we would be the ones dating right now. And none of our fighting this December would have happened! I'm still debating on trying to talk to him about this shit in person, because I fucking care about the dude. I really do. I just don't want to lose any part of him, not ever. My new title suits me too damn well...I hope 2015 is teh year shit goes right for me, especially my fucking love life. Tired of waiting. Tired of being patient but that's all i can do. Fuck.
/endthefuckingrant

 

Stuck in one of those ruts where I don't feel like myself, and have almost no sex drive. -le sigh-

You know...ever since I started taking BC and then quit taking it...I've had massive issues. That stuff is bad juju man.