What Is On Your Mind?

Hmm, I might not have gone with that one. Lots of people can get up in arms about that, so I hope the person's personal opinions agree with that paper (or even better, they're beyond being that petty about it).

 

I don't have any idea what's going on lmao.

 

Since we're talking careers, or at least things to do with them. I need to study for my NCATT.

Last time I took it while going through my avionics training, I missed it by one. Granted, I didn't study for it, as I'm not the type that learns by reading or listening to someone talk, which is how the "review" was given at the time.

 

so i got a mechanical keyboard switch tester thingy, basically just 6 keys each with a different Cherry switch. Currently I'm using a Red keyboard which is absolutely amazing but now I'm starting to understand the appeal of all of them except white. White just feels like a regular rubber dome, but with a click when coming up from bottoming out. And i think browns may be my new favorite. But i do still love the smoothness of reds.

 

Weeee

 

I'm feeling lonely right now...

 

*sits with and watches movies*

 

Yay :3

Despite the fact I'm lonely I have guys who aren't my type who want to know me and me them but I'm seriously not interested. How would I go about telling them that? Like I am annoyed but I don't like hurting people's feelings =/
Also...despite me being lonely i

 

"Hey, I can tell you've got a bit of a thing for me... unless you don't... but I don't think we're compatible like that. Hope you can respect that and we can still be cool. "

 

Isn't it great when your mom opens your door, walks in, and then says 'knock knock' AND then hands you more tax info. I almost want to pull my pants down and start playing some gay porn or just leave my XL tucker suction cupped to the side of my computer.

 

So glad I moved out

 

I'm still figuring out when I will move out and where I'll move out to. And still wondering where I'll go to school after my time at my 2 year insitution. UW Madison seems so far away with $10,000+ tuition =/

 

Grrr some motherfucker took my parking spot in front of my apartment complex...there's only room for about 6 cars here. Asshat should have parked behind the other resident's car so that way he could get out and other guests can park...

 

RAM IT!

 

It's funny missing 50€ when only two people live at a house. Right?
My mom could have asked for them, just saying XDDD

 

Hey guys.

 

suuuup

 

Not much. Had a shower. Need to relax. Work is getting to me.

 

A shower sounds good right now. A very hot shower to cleanse the filth of the day.

I swear my bathroom becomes more of a sauna than anything, due to how hot I run the water.

 

Had a string of weird fucking dreams. First was Lizzy decided to call me, to which I was like "what the fuck do you want?" And she was talking about how she had seen me in public recently, and missed me, and wanted things to go back to normal, but when I told her "you should've thought of that before misleading me" she just started fucking screaming nonstop with the pitch lowering every few seconds until it was demonic, and the location I was while on the phone (pretty sure it was Southpoint, not sure tho) started to kinda like shift and change until it was this weird, glowing red shrine of sorts. And then I woke up, wondering what the fuck, and went back to sleep, where I then dreamt that I was in space, traveling at a ridiculous speed (this is probably because of this video I watched a bit of showing light traveling in real time to Jupitar, which takes 45 minutes or so,) and expecting things to be in places they weren't and just having this incredible feeling of sorrow and loneliness. Then the last dream I had before saying "fuck it I'm getting up" was I was with Emma and we were hanging out, sitting on her couch watching shit on Netflix, when my phone starts going off with texts from her, despite her being right next to me. She's oblivious to it up until I get one saying "come blow me in the ocean," to which she turns to look at me with this look of fear (she's absolutely terrified of the ocean, she made that absolutely clear when we went to her families beach house one time,) and then the whole fucking place was just gone into blackness, us just standing there as water starts to slowly creep up to us, which then turns into waves, then bigger and bigger waves until we're essentially swimming in the ocean. Well, as soon as the waves started coming in she just stared at me and started sobbing and asking "why?" until she was completely underwater and refusing to move or anything, and as I was about to dive under to drag her up I woke up and decided that was enough sleep for me. I mean, come blow me in the ocean doesn't even make sense, I don't even.