Had a string of weird fucking dreams. First was Lizzy decided to call me, to which I was like "what the fuck do you want?" And she was talking about how she had seen me in public recently, and missed me, and wanted things to go back to normal, but when I told her "you should've thought of that before misleading me" she just started fucking screaming nonstop with the pitch lowering every few seconds until it was demonic, and the location I was while on the phone (pretty sure it was
Southpoint, not sure tho) started to kinda like shift and change until it was this weird, glowing red shrine of sorts. And then I woke up, wondering what the fuck, and went back to sleep, where I then dreamt that I was in space, traveling at a ridiculous speed (
this is probably because of this video I watched a bit of showing light traveling in real time to Jupitar, which takes 45 minutes or so,) and expecting things to be in places they weren't and just having this incredible feeling of sorrow and loneliness. Then the last dream I had before saying "fuck it I'm getting up" was I was with Emma and we were hanging out, sitting on her couch watching shit on Netflix, when my phone starts going off with texts from her, despite her being right next to me. She's oblivious to it up until I get one saying "come blow me in the ocean," to which she turns to look at me with this look of fear (she's absolutely terrified of the ocean, she made that absolutely clear when we went to her families beach house one time,) and then the whole fucking place was just gone into blackness, us just standing there as water starts to slowly creep up to us, which then turns into waves, then bigger and bigger waves until we're essentially swimming in the ocean. Well, as soon as the waves started coming in she just stared at me and started sobbing and asking "why?" until she was completely underwater and refusing to move or anything, and as I was about to dive under to drag her up I woke up and decided that was enough sleep for me. I mean, come blow me in the ocean doesn't even make sense, I don't even.
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