What Is On Your Mind?

Life was going so well. Too well, apparently. I had an awesome job, wonderful girl, finally getting my head on straight and soon getting back in my house. Then I got a call yesterday. I had a small feeling it would happen but blew it off like nothing. I was told I was laid off. Long story short, my supervisor kept doing things to get me to quit because she hated me for NO reason. I decided to say something to her boss yesterday..... Just mentioned how she seems to do everything to spite all her employees she dislikes. Why did I do that? Why couldn't I have just shut up? That was the BEST job I've ever had. I wish I would've said it wasn't a huge deal, that if it wasn't fixed I would be fine.. Now I'm jobless and most likely not going to be dating anyone because of it. I don't even feel like this is real. Is this real? I sobbed harder than when my favorite dog died, than when my (ex) fiancee had cheated on me, than all my TearFests combined. I was so unbelievably happy until then. It is taking all of my strength not to follow that cunt home and pour RC glow fuel in her gas tank.
(inb4 pity, this is just a rant and I need to know someone is listening)

 

Well, that's just shit. How come you said that you will most likely not be dating anyone because of it?

 

gurl hold on.
that gurl is in serious Like with you.
She wouldn't leave you over something like that. You may have lost your job but you didn't lose any of the qualifications that got you that job, so you DEFINTELY will find another

 

Very much what Misskin has said. You've got the girl and you've got the qualifications. Just keep on rocking the things you do!


My entire day is a hangover. Expected. Thinking I want to feel better soon though, have to go get some more AAA batteries for the trimmer, my ankles are too damn hairy, as well as a ton of baking soda. Going to reevaluate the ~20 BD toys I didn't want to get rid of and probably sell them. But that's a lot (especially when tacked onto whatever is left from the other 80 I wanted out the door), and it's a surprising amount of work to actually get them up for sale. They all need a couple weeks of damp baking soda bath because other people in house smoke cigarettes. Annoying.

 

I'm canceling my birthday trip that was to happen later this month. I reeeeally didn't want to, but not being able to get a hold of the person I was going to visit for almost a solid 2 months will do that, besides my parents wanted me to stay home for it anyway. I could always plan a trip to visit them at another time.

 

I've just written 1260 words in a draft post for a trans support subreddit, now just trying to find the courage to actually post it...

 

Finally back home after my "vacation". It's never a legit vacation because I'm always working on something involving school or something of the same liking...god I feel beyond stressed out...I feel like I'm drowning in my school work.

 

What is wrong Doit

 

Worried about Midterms and patiently waiting on my earlobes to hurry up so I can wear my new 00 g silicone earskins.
Also waiting for teenie weenies that I bought off the other forum.

 

Just sad cause other people are sad.

 

Sheeeeeep. You secretly just need a heaping plate full of tacos to cure that hangover. ;3;/

I was doing so well with ranked games in League and then boom. Fell apart and I get asshole teammates again who like to play the blame game before we even started playing. For real.

 

It is the changing of the seasons emotions are unstable right now. I'm sure everyone appreciates your empathy.

 

I'm glad spring is finally getting here. Winter makes me depressed.

 

I got bit by a mosquito today. I guess winter really is gone.

 

I can't say I'm sorry to see it go honestly. The only time cold feels appropriate to me is during thanksgiving, Halloween, Christmas, and New Years. I'm a summer baby, born and raised

 

I bike to work everyday. Fuck the cold with a sideways Crackers, I say! At least road conditions were decent this year; I only fell off my bike once.

 

my favorite season is Autum hands down. I hate summer with a passion as white hot as my summer balls.

 

welp, I have a lot of work to do to make sure this paper gets done. no one else could make it to the review meeting with the school's communications center so I was the only one there that heard what the reviewer had to say and by now i've been able to figure out I'm the only one that gives a fuck or is willing to actually work hard for this thing.

on another totally not connected in any way note, if I don't have a massive stress induced coronary by the time I'm 25 i'll be disappointed. I've had a headache and felt like I'm gonna throw up ever since finding out my group is completely fucked yesterday. yay!

 

Life always seems to have you by the balls Scalie D:
You should punch it in the face >:3