What Is On Your Mind?

I SEE YOU

 

What a stressful last few days. No more than 4 hours sleep for the last three nights . But the big thing causing the stress is my old man. He suffers from depression and has been battling it for a few years now, but on Friday night he disappeared. He left the house without telling anyone, didn't take anything with him (wallet, phone etc). Didn't come back for 2.5 hours. Meanwhile the whole family plus others are out looking for him. An unfortunate side effect of my work is knowing all the ways people commit suicide, so I'm checking along train lines, under high bridges etc.

In the end he reappeared at home after having some sort of brain snap and going for a massive walk to clear his head. So all in all a good result but it still scared the shit out of me. He and I are very similar in our personalities and the more I see him like this it scares the shit out of me. I've had some issues with depression myself and I just worry that I could end up like him too.

Sorry for the rant guys, I just needed to get this off my chest and try and sort out my own thoughts by getting it down in writing.

 

No need to be sorry! If I were in your shoes I'd be terrified too. Not to mention writing stuff down can help a lot.

 

YOU'RE ALIVE AND WE MISSED YOU

 

Yes !!
I am alive and well.

Here's the short of it.
I quit the forums due to love and life. And when I returned I couldn't find this place for the longest time!
So I went to the BD forums hoping maybe I could start fresh and whatnot (I just wanna talk about deeks maan!)
Now.. I voiced an opinion on something there (that I won't talk about for obvious reasons) and the majority didn't agree and basically I felt completely Ostracised from the forums there and those members just weren't my people.
I'm not here to start any trouble but to put bluntly I couldn't stand being there.
Not to mention I was a ghost. Noone spoke to me except Kimpumomo.

And then through looking for external toy reviews I found. ... here !

And here I am.

 

Welcome back! Finally another Aussie on here

 

Thanks

 

The response to your opinion (which I agree with) was so uncalled for. Kept wondering all day why the hell someone felt the need to be so rude.
Glad to see you over here though. Everyone is very friendly. Frightening. They must all be planning some kind of attack involving pie...

Mmm, pie...

 

I have no idea either. What riled me most was that childish attitude..

darn I feel like chicken pie now.

 

Payday cometh! Will I get wolf ears, BD toys, or accessories.

 

I went for one of these instead. Hopefully will be more comfortable than my stainless steel one.

 

Nice I asked my mate if she would be interested in teasing me with one on and said that might be doable. *smiles* I don't want to do long term chastity thought.

 

I'm not looking to go long term, mainly just enough to get me pent up and horny

 

I thought maybe if I was spending a weekend that would giver her ample opportunities to tease me secretly leaving me ravenous for later.

 

Sounds like fun.

 

What's your plan for yours? Do you have a key holder?

 

Unfortunately I don't have anyone to hold the keys. I'm still trying to come up with some ideas on how to keep myself from taking it off before the time I've determined to go to.

 

Put the keys in a frustratingly hard spot to get like drop them off really far away so the hill of hesitation is higher.

 

So I just went went to go airsofting and the place is apparently closed even though it shouldn't be, AFAIK. Then during driving back to my place, the back box (muffler for you non-euros) dropped off one of its mounts and sheared the exhaust. FML

On the plus side, it is really loud now >:3

 

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! BORIS YOU'RE ALIVE!!!!! *pounces and snuggles* <3 <3 <3