What Is On Your Mind?

So I'm reading the AMA with Gordon Ramsay on Reddit. One of the best AMAs ever.

 

I know my codes: Pink. Red. Black. Grey. (Big dildos, fistfucking, S&M, bondage).

But then, once upon a time I was "The Keeper of the Hanky Codes." All I did was be the first guy to put a copy on the web, but that was enough.

Orange: Versatile. "Ask me."

In other news I tried the, er, Washington State Official Herb experiment a second time, this time going with the full "S" mode (no hybrid blend), and having the full 10mgs at once.

Again, there were no remarkable effects. I did notice some significant drop in judgement and/or inhibition; my usual phobia about knives completely disappeared. It only last about an hour, though; I didn't feel more creative or clever, and there's no evidence I was more creative or clever. Sad.

 

I'm honestly not all that sure I believe people who seem to think it makes them creative or clever, but at the same time it has a different effect on everyone. Constants I've noticed from other people are a noticeable negative effect on short term memory and an inclination to be giggly. That must vary also.

My first time went against the grain in that it actually did what it should have done, where most reports are that it's different the first go (also varies...). Gave me such a strong body buzz that I couldn't do much. That one was always consistent, and since I 'need' to be doing something all the time I found that it was what I hated most about it. Second up was the longer lasting side effects: normally just one, but sometimes up to three days afterward I felt dull, dense, and my memory was markedly impacted. Gives me such inability to focus that I can't actually come up with creative ideas. Hated that too. Oh and it made me easily startled and more paranoid.
The only "benefit" was that it exaggerated my synesthesia. However, it did so to such an extent that it added onto the above and disabled me from doing anything. I can think of better ways to waste 3-5 hours. Definitely not for me. (Hit me if I ramble about this again.)

But it makes the people in my house happy, and their happiness is what matters, so if they want to do it I think they should be able to unrestricted.

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Still tired today. Physically exhausted and just generally unwell. Really do need to cast but it's very difficult to stand for any length of time. Wish sickness would pass faster.
Friend is at the airport, waiting to come home. I'm nervous for him, but also looking forward to maybe seeing him later.

 

don't worry about fungi, just remember there are always billions of single celled opportunistic lethal bacteria living in your guts that any day could kill you from the inside and eat parts of you just because of an immune deficiency or small internal injury @_@ also forehead mites

 

also it's the first thunderstorm of spring. woo!

 

Mmm, bourbon slushies. Also the sky is trying to drown us here.

 

Pluviophiles unite!

 

*emerges from the grave*
April 27th. I will return. Owed art ( @Hybrid88 @Blacktongue ) will be finished. Finals are happening. Jesus take the wheel
*falls back into the deathly embrace of academics*

 

Good luck Misskin!!! I know your struggle, I'm suffering through it too!!

 

ugh, that moment when someone who has been feeding their dog a vegan diet tries to argue with a veterinarian about how their dog is perfectly healthy and -not- malnourished even though it's almost skin and bones and they say some stupid shit like "society has an expectation that dogs have to eat meat, I'm proving it wrong with my little pumpkin, she's perfectly healthy"
just...

 

People are fucking stupid and their pets deserve better than that.

 

Are you sure you shouldn't be pushing them out the window instead?

Yeah, I'm still disappointed. I may try upping the dosage a little, to 15mg, just to see what happens. I did think back and there was a bit more free association than usual. All things considered, it wasn't a bad experiment, so I'm pretty psyched to repeat it until, well, until it gets wierd.

Sorry you're not doing well. Get healthy, mmmkay?

 

considering it's a fat soluble compound that has more of an effect the more you have in your system the first time people take it it doesn't affect them as much as someone who has some still in their body from the past few weeks.

I'd also like to take this chance to remind people that regardless of state legal status for said substance, it still violates federal law to possess, transport, or use said substance. local cops in the states where it's legal won't bother with you but federal law enforcement can and likely will if it's convenient. online communications are considered to be under the jurisdiction of federal courts since it falls under part of the commerce clause for interstate commerce and minimum contacts. I'm not particularly for or against it, but just be careful what you say since it can incriminate yourself should you get pinched for a controlled substance or suspicion of one

 

I'm ammm.... back (?)
Went to The Hole last Friday and got a chick from the show on my lap, singing to my hear, pastied nipples right against me. Blushed red-er than the most pure red. Almost kissed me, thanks God she didn't, I'd have died.
Sooooo what have I missed?

 

LOOOOOTS of sex, new people, dildos, a fursuit, lots of talk about depression, lots of help! Lots of discussion of music and lots of flirting!

 

*facepalm* Why did I missed that, I need more flirting in my life. Any girls with singing skills for me (?) XDDDDD
It's good to know that home stills home -^.^-
Btw, the show's web just in case you want to check out http://www.theholeshow.com/web/
It's a shame that it's only in Spain, it's a good show and lots of fun and comedy.

 

I'm pretty sure there's grounds to have the animal taken away from them. Sounds like it would qualify as a case of animal neglect or mistreatment.

 

Main reason I can't stand vegans, its not enough for them to force other people that they HAVE TO force poor animals into it...

 

My last day off did not feel like a day off. I feel so tired...

 

So I finally decided to start working out again. I intend to start off easy as it's been a while since I did proper exercise. Let's hope this mindset will last.