The "Bad Mood" Thread

No, it should be fine, but now I gotta figure out how to drain the damned thing. I should be able to put gasoline back through it and it should run fine, but the fucker is heavy.

 

I'm definitely not liking this waking up early bullshit...I feel exhausted

 

Oh my GOD. I just want BD to answer my ticket I sent Thursday but now the earliest will be on Monday and I just don't want to wait....

 

Definitely not my day. First of all that friend that wanted some business with me, asked if I had a bank account so I could get a credit for him because he got bullshit acused by a grade he was paying and now has to whole pay. Since I don't have a bank account he tried to get a credit but he can't and now I'm in the tessitura of giving him 1600$, and I have no job. GREAT!
To continue I went to my granny's to have some lunch and I had nothing to eat. COMBO!
Finally when I was going home I was catched by a liar old lady that claimed not to see and guess what, she saw me! Asked me to help her to get to a certain street, 2 streets away actually, and he grabbed me like she was hanging from a cliff. I got "saved" by some relative.
So, yeah. This is my morning. And I have yet to spend 6$ in going to another township to make some character sheets even though I'm the most centric player, DM lives at 10 minutes from me.
YEAH, great day on sight.

 

I'm going to be completely honest, and say I have no idea what you just said.

 

So after this basicly I logged into her Facebook today (yes and it's pretty shitty) but I was fed up of nor knowing what was wrong and wondered if she'd said out to friends and found some messages between her and a male friend she's known for a few month that were suspicious I pulled him up about it in a reasonably friendly way. Found our she's basicly been trying to get with him it seems... Shes acting completly obviously expect she finally says what's apparently up after I said I wanted to talk to her in the morning (as she found id been on her Facebook as it logged her out) so maybe I've backed her in a corner a bit... But it's becoming increasingly like I seem to find people who are in a shit place help them only to get all the shit thrown back in my face.... Yeah + I'm going to have to move back out of the house I live in as without a gf I can't afford the place... So Yay back in with relatives and not even my parents place as my room has been given to little sister.. So yeah the joys of life atm

 

Sorry to hear that. I hope you bounce back soon enough

 

I'm not feeling too bad it's just more annoyed than anything listening to some rise Against songs is helping a fair bit just being told you can allways bounce back and be strong.... I'm feeling fed up of letting myself get low I feel I'm better than this n deserve better so it's a tail of two halves.... I'll see how I feel after the argument that I have planned for the morning

 

Just my today bullshit. I just had a terrible day.
I need some holidays at Mars or a caring girlfriend -shrug-

 

my hip hurts so bad the pain is radiating down to my knee and we're out of painkillers

 

I always wished that I could duplicate myself and be everybody's girlfriend.
Naïve and silly I know, but I'm a people pleaser lol

 

That's so kind ^-^
I would duplicate myself too. To slap ourselves XDDDDD

 

No, I mean I didn't understand your english x.x

 

Kind of in a weird mood. I think I've been sort of overloaded. Went to a wedding yesterday with my bf and it was really great, then spent the night at his place and most of today with him. I've always had issues with physical contact to a degree, but it's gotten a lot more intense in the past few years. If I spend too much time being touched (especially in random ways like someone getting something off my face without asking) I will just kinda go into shutdown mode where I don't even want to acknowledge other people, much less have contact with them. Now, the sticky part is how this meshes with me dating people - or rather, how it doesn't. It takes very little for me to feel glommed on, and the bf was being pretty touchy feely these past two days. I don't know how to tell him I don't want to be touched without sounding like an asshole and confusing him. Plus he has guilt issues like apologising for everything and prefaces damn near everything with "now you don't have to do this if you don't want, but..." or "you don't have to answer this if you don't want to" or some variation and it was just wearing on me. I know I don't have to do this or that, that's understood. Just ask me the damn question and I'll decide on an answer. I think he's projecting, really.

Ugh, I typed a good deal more than I meant to.

 

Sounds

Way complex... I'm guessing he knows your issues... The closeness may be as you have been at a wedding it's just made him think about future and stuff ( ano it would with me n would make me a soppy git) as for asking stuff it may just be a guilt thing of he wants to be close with you but doesn't want to upset you so is constantly asking for the confirmation. Or he's done it in past freaked you out and is a bit freaked out / scared by it..... But talking to him is the best policy especially if he's confused, worst feeling in the world feeling/knowing something is up but not 100% knowing what.

 

You're right, I really should talk to him. I've been able to talk about other subjects very rationally with him, so there shouldn't be much issue. We've only been dating about four months, but I know he's very attached to me and I'm quite fond of him. It can just be exhausting to have to reassure someone that you're ok or happy with things so often, kind of like when someone asks so insistently whether you're angry that you eventually get there even if you originally weren't. Plus, I'm the type of person that needs little to no reinforcement for the things I do (overabundance of confidence) and he is constantly reassuring me, which annoys me for some reason. Bleah! I just feel all gross and weird, and my usual response to my personal irks are to hide it, which doesn't help.

 

If he is as attached as you says he'll be understanding of what's happening and may relax him a bit it goes with the confidence of himself maybe?

As for hiding / keeping stuff in it can cause real tension. I have same issue with my gf she hides stuff even small bits until it blows up into a huge argument over nothing particularly. But all I can say is if that's you it's you but try and work at it with your partner

 

Dammit, I got all depressed. I've been pretty upset lately because I have no passions or dreams. I don't even have any hobbies. I just kind of exist without wanting something or having any goals...

 

Hu

Hugs.... You talked to any1 apart from us about it?

 

I can't see anything wrong with that.
People used to live that way back before modern technology. Just hanging out in the village, enjoying each others company.
Don't feel like you have to live up to peoples idea of a "successful life". As long as you're happy, that's all that matters