What Is On Your Mind?

Sort of similar, though not entirely the same... I dislike a lot of the muscle I've gained in my thighs, shoulders and back from work, simply because I feel like it makes me very disproportional compared to my admittedly lacking chest, abs and calfs... Lifting weights would probably do good to balance that out...

I do understand the mentality though... I desire a more slim and slender look over muscular, but that just won't happen working construction.

 

I should be packing but I don't really want to movie right now...

 

I think this particular nightmare scared me so much cause it was actually relating to a real life event, not just imaginary scenarios.

 

Understandable. I'm in a similar camp (wanting to be light, and strong. Lithe.)

I'd look at your new-found development as a positive, and simply spend some time on the areas you feel are lacking. Everyone knows I'm a fitness enthusiast though .

Just out of curiosity: Would you prefer your pre-construction body, or your current one with the addition of slightly more developed chest, abdominals, and calves? I take it you prefer pre-construction over current.

#edit: @boris , these have been happening a lot lately. Hope they piss off soon.

 

I just don't really want a toned or muscular look. Mostly because it would make me look more masculine than I'm comfortable with. If I were obviously female then sure, I'd dive right into it. Strong/muscular women are my fetish.

 

Oh yes, mine too :3. Really difficult physique to reach, so I wouldn't hold anyone to it, but damn.

On another topic: Where (preferably online) have you guys shopped for collars?

 

Its sort of hard to answer that question, because I've technically worked construction as a summer job since I was 14, Part-time at 17 and full time at 19... I've changed massively over that time. I do actually like my body right now though, I'm just always critical of myself... I've actually been able to stay a decent amount lighter in the past year than I have in years before that (135-145 in the past 6 months, 155-170 for most of my grown life), plus I just generally take care of myself more now.

Construction may make me a little disproportionate, but it does have the benefit of having me on my feet, active and burning calories for 8 hours of the day.

 

Well I'm not quite fitting into either good or bad mood thread so here I am. Drove 64miles one way for an interview that didn't go well for a job that probably wasn't worth the pay or lack of hours. Went good will shopping and got some nice Pyrex glass bowls and an adorable ceramic cow dish for my future kitchen. I must have walked too much as my ankle is now horribly swollen and painful. I think I over worked myself at the gym. I just was so proud and was noticing my calves and thighs and didn't think my ankle would be hurt. It's delayed pain. if it's not the doc complaining I'm fat it's complaining I don't excersise but I do and then this happens! Now I'm gonna get a doc app but I'm scared they will just tell me they can't do anything but it hurts.... Maybe it's good that I don't have a job so I can heal.

 

Oh dear, I'm sorry the interview didn't go well. And that's no fun about the ankle! I hope it goes away quickly and isn't too serious.
-tight possum hugs-

 

argh, just when my fingers start feeling normal again after a 3 day break from work they go all numb and tingly again

 

I have been in this really weird haze all day. I haven't really done anything and my perception of time is just non existent as a result.

 

I've got a volunteer gig working in a psych lab :3

 

I forgot about the payment to my car insurance provider that I set up.
Scared me...but also relieved that it's all taken care of and I don't have to worry about the monthly payments this go. Saving some money is good.

 

6 hours overtime in the last week, and a whole shift paid at 25% over the normal rate. Man I'm looking forward to this pay slip!

 

I don't know, my bulky muscles were pretty goofy looking and impairing

 

So fed up with housemates.
Feels like ours are gaining up on me and my partner about the stupidest shit and we're both just so fucking tired of being treated like children and they're the fucking saints who never do anything wrong.

 

hahaha that does suck! i know your pain

 

Morning people. I'm gonna be gone for a few days at a con. ._.;;

 

Wish it wasn't so expensive to live on one's own !

 

Me too.