Idunno why but I am such a huge wuss when it comes to my sexuality or lady bits LOL
My mom kinda chuckles when I tell her I have to go in, and my partner has been teasing me because I am so afraid.
I imagine, to other people, I look like a cat being held over a bathtub about this. It sucks.
I just.. Man I don't even know. Most of my life growing up I have had these weird ass pains in my veeeery lower abdomen just out of the blue (or if I twisted in bed wrong/when I'm sitting) that is so painful I would rate it at 7-8/10. I usually have to lay down when it happens and it will eventually go away after two minutes.
I just mostly hate going to doctors too because it seems like every time I try to talk to them about my concerns they brush them off as "you're too young to worry about that" or "you don't seem like someone who would have that". Talked to my doctor a few months back about worries of thyroid problems, if not that then depression, and the doctor basically laughed at me. She told me I was "too young" to worry about thyroid problems, and even then they are unlikely. Then when I brought up depression she said I shouldn't even be worrying about that because I don't seem like I have any of the symptoms (but she didn't even read the sheet I filled out based on how I feel). I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. Can I buy a nice rock and live under it?
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