The "Bad Mood" Thread

Sometimes I hate the fact that the only time I can fully relax is when I am by myself. No matter who I am with, I'm tense, sometimes more and sometimes less.

 

I can only relax if im alone, too.

 

I'm in the same boat. I just choose to be antisocial and keep to myself.

 

My alternator died while on the highway. We're fine, but S missed his flight and has to scramble for another (which I feel terrible about even if it's not my fault) and I'm waiting for it to be fixed for $500. Not sure if the parents will help out with that. Plus S had to bum a ride from a couple strangers and I'll maybe get to Columbus tonight. Today's fucked.

 

That's the shittiest thing to happen this time of year ><

 

It all turned out ok in the end. Dad's paying for the repair, S got on another flight early this morning, and I've been up since 4:40 and driving most of the day, but I'm good now. :3 S was such a sweetie and was all grateful about me picking him up from the airport, as if I'd make him stay there. XD

 

WELL, WHADDYA KNOW. My car that my dad made a huge kerfuffle about not needing to be fixed is now not going anywhere. Something's fried, and all it wants to do is spew smoke (from the actual engine, not the exhaust) and make squealing noises. GG dad. G fucking G.

Maybe next time you'll fucking listen to me.

 

Accidentally fell asleep early yesterday evening, and woke up at 10pm fully refreshed. Which was no good because I had to wake up at 4am to come to work at 6am this morning.

Well I managed to fall back asleep at around 3am I think. That's the last time I looked at the clock, but I'm not sure if I was asleep when my alarm went off at 4...

So I've had between 3 and 4 hours of sleep total after a very long day yesterday.

And I'm also feeling a bit hot and queasy this morning... I want to go home...

 

Well, yesterday, Mo woke up, went to the casino, got got himself really sloshed, and gambled every penny he had on him.
Now he's being a total prick, and didn't even say good bye before going to work this morning.
Apparently he's pissed that I didn't get him any socking suffers for Christmas, and that is all he gave me. He seems to have forgotten that I let him pick out his Christmas gifts earlier this month. Including a $150 pair of earphones, and some nice clothing!
*wonders why I jumped into marriage so damn soon........grumbles*

 

My stepdad got so angry today he threw out half the food in the house (including two pies), and scrawled a nasty message on the door of the house... I want so badly to move out right now, but I can't.

 

What the fuck was his deal. Sorry man but what an asshole.

 

My dad got a call from his sister today/yesterday/whatever. Apparently my grandma is "ready to go", so we may be taking a trip to PA soon.

 

God dammit, I hate online booking companies.

 

Fucking ridiculous. It cost me £55 ($80) just to get my address changed on my driving and car documents. Bunch of bullshit.

 

I don't think it costs that much to change your name here...

 

I bought something yesterday for a new years eve party, and I woke up this morning to find it half eaten already.

 

Consume the soul of the heathen

 

I forgot to finish my Secret Santa art. Crap crap crap.

 

Ow...

Why is the bridge of my nose rubbed raw? Couldn't possibly be my glasses... I've worn glasses for over 15 years...

 

I can't get consistent sleep. It's been over a week of this shit. I doze off at about 7 or 8am and wake up at 11am. Sometimes I can catch a nap of an hour or so in the early evening but this is ruining me for my overnight job. I feel constantly tired, irritable and depressed. I want to sleep. I would love to sleep for a solid 8 hours.

I've tried some sleeping pills my roomies gave me-- no dice. I'm awake and now I have a killer headache. Today I have to go to a big social gathering in 30 minutes that will last at least...what...five or six hours? Ugh. :c