What Is On Your Mind?

Ah yes, my most backed up kind of data.

 

Don't get your hopes up. @Brynjhulf was an hour away from me for an entire week and we still didn't manage to so much as see eachother.

 

There probably is. If not, go make it.

 

You are Snow, I meant that evil white stuff from the sky, snow. And I'm definitely not after it, though if you were willing, I've sure we could go a few rounds.

 

Then I think @Brynjhulf Owes YOU haha.

 

Might have to get my laptop repaired. Its making a pretty loud mechanical whirling noise every couple minutes.

 

ended up picking up something that was about 500* F and burned the shit out of my hand, fuck the world

 

I certainly do!

 

I'm after only one Snow The other snow is sort of meh. I like it, but when it falls down too much and melts the next day, it's bad. There's water everywhere.

 

Just to randomly add to the weather talk recently, I'm really struggling to wake up this morning since it was super windy (all howling in the trees and being bashed around) and raining down like no tomorrow last night where I live so I struggled to sleep properly at all. I just hope it doesn't keep up like that for the rest of the week

 

I want another CAH game with you folks

 

Hey everybody, I finally have a day off.
Hah, it's only really been 5 days but it feels like an eternity since I've been on here.
So update, my body is in all sorts of pain (mostly because it's the first amount of actual work I've done in over 4 months).
Had my first overtime day yesterday so I know this upcoming paycheck is gonna be sweet. Though it doesn't change the fact that I am balls tired and really hurting. I've made a few acquaintances at work, including a fellow coworker whom I trained with who's so badass that he worked 60+hours on a broken ankle.
He's a really cool dude and super hilarious to work with cause he's not there to make friends, he's there to make money. Though he is willing to spend enough time to talk to me yet can't stand it when other people try to talk to him.
Odd.
Anyways I figured I'd pop in and say a few words and hope everyone is doing well.

 

Well I just had 12 hours straight sleep for some reason. I feel only slightly rested but mainly aggitated.

 

For those saying that they're not sure what they have is worth taking a trip to the doctor when their country offers free health insurance, consider this.

In the US a hospital may not legally be able to turn you away for a medical emergency, but if it's not a gunshot wound or cardiac arrest, they most certainly can get away with handing you some pain pills and shooing you out the door if you don't have insurance. Even if your intestine ruptures hours later (True story about a family member of one of my mother's coworkers during Thanksgiving).

And even if you do, once your insurance declines further payments, it doesn't really matter much what your condition is as long as it isn't legally considered "critical condition", out the door you go if you ain't got money.

 

Need to make a decision of whether or not to break things off with my old lady. Ive yet to tell her about my health--I dont even know if i should. Would it be better just to end it and let her move on in life? Whats going to end up hurting her the least in the end? I feel like she deserves to know and make a choice, but at the time i want to just spare her from all of it. I have no idea what the right thing to do is. I have no idea whats fair for her.

 

I like re learning music theory but the way my teacher explains things makes me sleepy....

 

I'd say truth is always the best in the long run. Lies only propagate pain and more lies.

 

Sounds like beautiful sleeping weather to me.

 

I think maybe youre right. It should be her call since whatever happens, shes the one whos going to have to live with it, not me. I never should have let it get to the point where shed be forced into this situation. I shoul have cut it off a ling time ago when i first noticed this thing was becoming about a lot more than just fucking, instead of being selfish trying to have something that was never meant for me. Jesus, dear fuckin diary. Wish me luck i guess, guys.

 

Aha, it's not one of my best sleeping weather but everyone's different. Rain is quite nice to listen to, as long as it isn't banging on the windows.