blaidd_drwg

2/4/2016: An update of sorts. I was away for a while, for different reasons. Mostly because of internet issues and not having phone service. But also because I was distracted. The last time I was on here, before disappearing for so long, my wife had just suffered a miscarriage. That was last April of 2015. Well she got pregnant again after a period of healing. This would be her 7th pregnancy, the other 6 were early miscarriages. Well this one has stuck! In a few weeks we will be welcoming our new child into the world. A girl, and her name will be Elena Michelle (and my last name). We're both very excited!

Before:
Too much here that I could say. I'm not a Furry, I'm a Primal. Though in some aspects similar, those two things are very different. I am also a Master and Sadist. There is only one female that I have ever felt I could be submissive too. I could never be submissive to a male. I am truly a sadistic freak! But I really gain no sexual pleasure from it. The pain and suffering of others amuses me, much like a cat is amused by a small animal before it kills and eats it. I have found that I enjoy hurting myself in some subtle ways, mostly in pushing my limits. But I could never allow another to cause me harm for their own enjoyment.

I love, I mean LOVE everything about the Ass! Not just in anal sex anyway I can get or give it, but also as an object of my desire and lust. I will kiss, lick and bite, spank, whip, as well as fuck an ass that I worship and then rub my cum all over it just to lick it up again! An ass doesn't always need to be perfect for me to want it. I just need to be allowed to get my hands on it.

I am what I call "Selectively Bi-sexual". Although curvy women are my favorite, I do enjoy women of all shapes and sizes. What matters most is their interest in me. When it comes to males, I like them to be very feminine in appearance. I've never been with a male and I may never get the chance. I am currently married to a woman and our relationship is very monogamous. But that doesn't mean I won't still look and admire...and maybe even flirt with another.

"Absorb thyself in this great sea of the waters of life. Dive deep in it until thou hast lost thyself.
And having lost thyself, then thou shalt find thyself again. Even as it is written,
“She had her dwelling in the great sea and was a fish therein.”

Aleph am I: From my unfathomable will the universe hath it's beginning.
In my boundless wisdom are the types and patterns of all things.

Changeless, this great deep of elemental water remaineth forever pure.
Because of this, it possesseth the quality of stability. From water do all forms have their beginning..." -From The Book of Tokens by Paul Foster Case