What Is On Your Mind?

Go on, tell them :3 I'm sure they'd all like to hear :3

 

I'm not gone! I'm still here! Will go have dinner now though...

 

Grrr... corrupt hard drive. I thought that didn't happen with solid state drives?

 

*sigh* I have nothing happy to say. I'm just feeling like there is a giant black hole in the place where my happiness should be. There is no apparent reason for this, I just guess it's the sum of all smaller ones that overwhelm me. Oh, and loneliness. Yeah, that hurts badly. With every attempt to change that, I just get treated like air, or something not worth wasting time for.
I don't know what the fuck should I do to make myself truly happy at least tiniest bit for a period longer than week or two. I'm stuck in a dead point in my life.

...Oh, wait, wrong thread. Nevermind, I'm still leaving this here. To keep on topic :
My dog caught some bad ears infection; it's easy to treat luckily. Ear drops for 10 days and it should be good.
(Also, @Exeter , move your butt over to RP's! We're waiting for ya xP)

 

OMG MY FUCKING FAVORITE PONY ARTIST WILL BE AT CIDERFEST IM GUNNNNNAAAA DIIIIIIE

 

SHARED EXCITEMENT!

 

Yesterday some bitches at school opened snapchat to take pics of us. So later on the day, when they were sitting at the table next to us, I licked my friend's fruit, looked the bitch in the eyes and showed her my best bitchface, then let my friend do my make up in the worst way ever and performed my most creepy stare for the bitch. Afterwards, I walked out of the cafetaria with the make up still on, everyone was staring at me and I had a hard time trying not to laugh.

My friends think I'm crazy, know no shame and don't take life seriously.

 

I'm so tired of my bosses trying to place the blame on myself and my other coworkers on the night crew. All I want is some accountability for fuck sake...is that too much to ask? Apparently so.

 

Mr. Exeter and I have been talking a lot lately-- I mean that as in I was up until almost 3am last night talking to him, and I originally made the call at around 10:30-- and I look forward to talking a whole lot more! That's in addition to all the text and Kik messages. Even before chatting, I felt something strong from him, and he said he felt it too. We exchanged contact info so we could call each other... And I'm beyond words with how much I like him. I think I'm falling for him. Like. Head over heels falling down the stairs falling for him. I can't describe how I feel. There just aren't any words for how amazing he is. Even typing this, I can feel some happy tears coming along.

We're hoping to see each other before Christmas, and I'm looking forward to it like you would not believe.

There. There's my big dose of being sappy. Sorry for the wall of text. :3

 

So my ex from high school tells me he still loves me and wants to talk the past out in person. Um no I don't want to see you in person. I do want to talk it out though. And I guess that's nice you still love me? But I'm not going back to you when things are going good forme...

 

*is so happy to hear things like this*
Makes my heart swell 3 times it's size!

 

Just found out that I have low blood sugar. Therapeutic diet, here I come.

 

I can't stop grinning, I don't think she knows how happy it made me to know that she wishes I was going to be at her door.

 

Madness I say. all the MADNESS

 

Wuu! I got the job interview for the animal sanctuary. @u@ I am super stoked. I cannot wait! I am just so nervous, though.. Interview is tomorrow at 4 pm at Caribou Coffee. :< I am so nervous my legs are shaking!

 

Don't forget to bring three copies of your resume, three copies of your references, and ask for a business card. As soon as you get home from the interview, handwrite and mail a thank-you letter for the interview... of course, that's only if they don't offer you the job right then. XD

 

That is true.. Ugh I should probably make a resume then huh. ; ; God I am so bad at making them. I'll write the thank you letter, though! I'm just so nervous I will be turned away for not having a ton of knowledge or experience with handling disabled animals or any of that yet. ;-;

 

Well, if you have any experience at all, that's infinitely better than nothing.

 

That's true! Weh I guess I just worry so much, and I am always worried about being denied or being told I suck. :c

I also have an idea for a character I really wanna make but all my artist friends are super busy right now and all I have is $15. @_@ I hate when I get character ideas I just wanna.... back flips into the sun

goobye

 

Is available ;3;