What Is On Your Mind?

Ugh, had a long day at school and now gotta go to work...double ugh...

 

So I told off a stalker today. Details:
Richard Moll, part-time "voice actor", full-time creep
skype: stradivariusdibritannia
I suggest staying away for your safety and sanity.

Onward! I finally said something kind of sexual to the girl I'm talking to. She said she lives by a highway so she can't open a window and listen to nature while she sleeps. I told her to come over and sleep at my house, but that sounded off. rofl she liked the idea! :3

 

What? ._.

 

I can attest, we're pretty bad.

 

Lol I have 10 yeses to updated Lynx. Thanks those who've voted.

 

@Sheep I remember one time a 'friend' of mine said he would fuck me so I wouldn't have to use my dildos. I said "no, I would rather use my dildos." and he was completely befuddled, like his dick could end my suffering and for SOME UNGODLY REASON I wanted to continue being miserable.

pfffff.

 

I've heard the same sentiment a few times. It's pretty frustrating stuff, because the collection is just really not about whether or not I'm getting laid. These are things I like, these weird functional pieces of art, and I have a vast collection because I am passionate about my field of work.
It's really easy! but still there will be those who think their assumptions are correct.

And dudes who seem to think their dick is the end-all of needs and "suffering" are selfish and terrible at having sex. They think they're good. It's kind of funny, but also sad.

 

I'd take my large cockatrice over an average cock any day unless I have a strong emotional connection to the person the cock is connected to

 

Yeah had that a couple of times where guys would say that they'll relieve me of my supposed sexual frustration cause I was very hype to be around and had to much energy. So that obviously meant I was frustrated.
My reply was nope, unless your packing like this *shows them a pic of a BD Dildo* then I'm not interested.

Soon made them stop well at least stop them asking the sexual frustration question anyway.

 

On the flip side, (gender, anyway) I will be happily keeping (and using!) my collection if I end up in a relationship.

Still, a penis of healing would be nice to have.

 

That would be pretty magical...can't go wrong with that!

 

I wouldn't expect a partner to give up their collection if a relationship began. The only ground rules are if they don't give me enough attention as the toys, not let me watch or let me use their toys on them.

 

Often when a guy says dumb things about a sexual hobby they are on a different page both mentally and sexually. It's sad, been there a few times myself and feel horrible every time. If they want to learn in the long term it can turn out ok. If not, well it's good your contact ends at a couple conversations right?

 

April 4th... can't wait for it.

 

I think she just didn't want me to get hurt or anything. Guys can be pretty awful. It's not all sweet tender lovings and romance embedded deeply in every connection. That's just me. A lot of guys are shallow, judgemental, selfish, and even creepy. I choose my playmates carefully but she couldn't have known that at the time. When guys come out there's a bit of a rush to screw around, even with people you would avoid in general. Even without knowing anything about gay life and what was waiting out there for me, as a woman, she'd seen enough of men to give me some small caution that all is not unicorns and rainbows.

 

gotta go to class. I always get ideas for stuff to tinker around with right before i have to go to class and then it just saps all my creativity and motivation to do anything so by the time I get home i just eat, slog through homework and then sleep. not fun.

also i had a friend come out recently and he knew I'm bi and asked if I'd fuck him and i had to give him the "we're friends and not nearly at that point/this is new for you and you're excited to be open but don't put yourself into uncomfortable situations to try to 'fit in' with new 'friends' that you literally have only one thing in common with because eventually it will hurt you"

 

Got this in the mail today from the Veternarians office

 

whoa, my vet has never sent me anything like that before. They must have really cared about Aster too ; x ;

 

yeah, it's a sweet gesture.

 

I got one of those too when I was out in Pennsylvania with my dad and my puppy died! The vet office was the sweetest place around and I really wish I could move there from here just to have them as my vets. They were very caring. They even sent me puppy prints they took after she died! I'm sorry to hear about Aster ;m;