Michael sent me break up via text a couple days ago. I'm torn. I really love him to the heartstrings. My heart says something is wrong, to wait. Myself is saying frag it and let him suffer. He hasn't talked to me since.
Something doesn't feel right about this. But part of me wants to go because I can't let myself be trodden. But he's been worth all the fighting I've done and I want to stay through it all.
I damned love that Sailor and I can't force myself to go as much as I want to. My loyalty is that strong.
If you know him, and you seriously feel something is not right about this, I'd say follow up on that. Don't be aggressive, but try to find out what you can. Even if it turns out it's over, it's probably better to clear any doubt as to why so you can move on. If something fishy really is going on and it's not over, then try to help bring it back together.
Almost a year has past since I broke up with the guy in Colorado, and after all that I still have my doubts because he never told me the truth about what was going on and why. I say I've moved on, and maybe I have, but even still it occasionally pains me to have doubt as to whether it was something I did, or something on his end.
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