Belated hello

Oof boy I made this account like a year ago, and then forgot about it lol.
I’m a 32 yr old female, and I joined the forums here because a few years ago, I bought a... xenogon, I believe it was? A medium. And it turned out that the size, plus my issues with sex repulsion, extend to anything penetrating. So it was a big waste of money and embarrassing to boot. I hid it away in the packaging it came in, but after a cleaning binge last night I found it again.
I’ve kinda given up on trying toys, but I figured I’d look through this forum to see other’s experiences and maybe try reselling it, since that’s apparently a thing people do here?

So uhh yeah. That’s me. Probably an odd duck here with the lack of interest in using dildos lol. I like the creativity of bad dragon products though lol.