Heya ! I've been looking at BD toys for a long time now and finally decided to buy one but I'm a complete newcomer in this. I don't have a lot of money to put in it so I want to first the perfect one (or at least a good one). I'm 6.3inches long (around 17cm) and 4.7 girth (around 12cm) on average. I am looking for a toy on the tight side but I know I will be rough with it sometimes so maybe not too tight (I've read about ppl breaking theirs ) I've already looked up a bit into the collection and am interested in Nix or Lily as they seems pretty nice and not too loose but can't decide on which one. Does anyone have an idea or preference ? Or could tell me if I'm going in the wrong direction ?