The "Bad Mood" Thread

You're gonna get out one day buddy. You're going to get on that path that takes you out of there. And the only person who will be more happy for you than me, will be you

 

When the USSR reforms, Comrade Putin will assign you a job for the good of the glorious motherland, so there's that to look forward to.

On a less silly note, if you can find some place close enough, try volunteering a bit.

 

Very sorry to hear that. From the looks of things: it's his loss. Sexy nerd woman who digs Star Wars? Yup, definitely his major loss.

 

Haha thank you, that brightened my day

 

My car blew a tire. It's chewed up past repair. Going to need a new tire, maybe a new wheel if it got bent. The spare is too frozen to get out of the trunk, so I will have to tow it somewhere after ordering a tire. My poor car, it keeps having issues. First the alternator broke on the highway, then the left front wheel bearing was so bad they had to replace everything from the bearing out, then a caliper they used malfunctioned and my brake fluid completely drained. Now the blown tire. ;_;

 

It's been weird catching up on your posts this evening lol. First you're missing your guy and think it's love, then you're just talking about how great he's been lately. And now your car is sick. I can't decide if you're happy or what right now! Sorry about the car but congrats on everything else!

 

I'm both! XD Besides the car and the cold weather, everything is great though.

 

Boy, having a position that goes against the majority of society and the internet is tough.

 

Yay, I get to call Walmart tomorrow to tell them that I somehow double-charged myself for condoms at the self-checkout.

 

Okay. People have been sufficiently rude to me today, so I'm officially in "I'm not dealing with it" mode.

There's this one lady who has dumb complaints and wants half her bill comped. She complained that there was supposed to be a hot tub, despite the fact that we don't have one and do not advertise that we do. She said she cut herself because a door was stuck, (to which I thought to myself "that's your own fault"). She was mad because the sink wasn't immaculate. She also said the drinking fountain shot a bug at her??? (wtf?) And the main thing was that the person that checked her in was "rude." Now, I know this guy. I know he has a "unique" sense of humor. But you'd think the man had slapped her mother. She wouldn't stop yelling unless I called the manager, even though I said she should call him when he's in. Even as I'm pulling out the phone booklet, I'm saying "The manager is going to say he can handle it on Monday, and that we don't advertise a hot tub," which she took great offense to, saying I was taking an attitude with her. Once on the phone, the manager says she should call monday and that we don't advertise a hot tub, and she's fine with that and walks off. THEN, the manager calls back like 10 minutes later and reads me out for calling him (which he's never seemed to have a problem with before), and didn't give me a chance to say that she had been yelling at me multiple times for shit I didn't do, and was DEMANDING to talk to a manager. I just wanted her to go away.

Then another guy calls and says "Hey, I was just calling to let you know I'm bringing a pet." to which I respond about our pet fees, and he's suddenly mad "Well it says on here that pets are free! (he booked on a third party travel site we have no control over) If that's the price I'm cancelling! Why do you charge for pets and not kids!" I tell him that pets can make... messes. He says "Well my dog doesn't do any of that!" and I politely responded with "Sir, nobody's dog does." so he shouts at me "Don't give me that shit!" and I hung up. Screw him. I don't get paid enough to get out of bed, let alone deal with people yelling at me for shit that isn't my fault.

 

Uugh, am bleh. I hate everything about being me, mentally, emotionally and especially physically.

 

For anyone wondering how "Tech School" works:

Basically, you get really good and specialized training to go into a field, but because you don't have a "degree" nobody will hire you, even though you're probably better trained for the job.

I spent over a year studying accounting and business 8 hours a day, as opposed to the 2 hours a day, for maybe two semesters, which I would get at a college.

 

Man I feel like a dick. I'm having to lie to my friends because I'm using a 3F printer to make sex toys.

They are highly religious and are against adult novelties

 

Wait, I thought you said they were statues of melting bananas!

 

Ow, somehow, I have a sore on on the inside of my lips against the gums above both top second molars. The worst part is that when I smile, it pulls on those spots, so I can't crack even the slightest grin without it hurting.

TLDR; It actually hurts to smile right now.

On another note, our hotel is hosting a group for the special olympics. I know it probably makes me a bad person, and this gives them opportunities that they wouldn't otherwise have, and it's empowering and all that, but I'm just REALLY uncomfortable around people with intellectual disabilities. I just feel like they're too unpredictable, so I subconsciously feel like I have to keep my guard up at all times. I've already had a few people shout at me, and even though they're just saying "Hi", it's really off-putting. And there are at least three people that are doing baby talk. I don't mean "has physical problems with their mouth" baby talk. I mean full-on goo-goo gaa-gaa stuff that you'd catch a new parent doing to their baby. There are also other participants in the group that are turrets-style repeating it, so it's like doubled.

I'm really stressed out and on edge right now. Luckily it looks like they're leaving.

 

Don't ever feel bad about it. It's hard and not in most people's skillsets. There's also no one size fits all approach either. People with challenges like that are ultimately people and require respect and dignity, so keep those in mind and stay positive.

 

I feel like there's no getting away from society's shitty transphobia. Every fucking time I just want to browse something and relax, there's almost always fucking something, whether it be a picture, article, comment or chain of comments that pisses me off and depresses me. I just can't get away from people's shitty ignorance and self-perceived rights to be assholes. We always seem to be the butt of jokes and half-cooked psuedoscience that gains immense traction and everybody bandwagons onto with their uneducated nonsense.

All I want to do is check stuff out and read cool articles. I am literally sick of this bullshit.

 

There are a lot of people out there who don't even know that they should know better.

 

Today is the second time I felt I need to drink. At least a beer (not like I have anything stronger). Long story short, financial issues.

Spoiler: long story long

I was AGAIN forced to take a loan from this loan sharks company kind. Nobody else from my household would be given a loan anyways, so it had to be me. All because my retarded father. He has a delegation tomorrow, he's supposed to have 1k PLN on his account, which he doesn't have. What's worse, he had this amount of money before, I don't know what he lost it on. Most probably on paying other debts from those companies, to keep bailiffs (I'm not sure if this is a correct word) away. But who knows, he's away all day, he might as well spent it on hookers and alcohol, I saw empty vodka bottles numerous times before under his table.

It was either take a loan or my father gets fired from his job, which would be even worse, so 0 choice there...

It only happened once before, when I failed my matura exams for the first time.

Life sucks.

 

Yay, existential crisis. Just what I needed before going to bed.